wadever

2007-02-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

I SUDDENLY REALISED THAT MY BLOG IS GONE.
COZ IT CANT LOAD ON THIS COMPUTER.
..........................................

really wondered where it went to.
maybe it went to hibernate coz i didnt bother abt it for a few days.
wad a petty blog.
haish.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS CHINGAY LIKE ANYTHING......
oh my.
i love all that fun!!!
I LOVE DA TOU LIKE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!
though it's hot inside
and i nearly got ____ by some pervert,
but i STILL LOVE DA TOU!!!
da tou rocks.
i really wonder when i can get to wear da tou again.

da tou is so cute.
i never felt so cute in my entire life.
and so popular.
everyone keeps saying:
so cute!!!!
kawaii!!!!!!
being able to entertain other ppl is a joy.
((:
i want to wear da tou again.
i love da tou.
DA TOU
DA TOU
DA TOU
<3333333
haish. nid to return all the chingay stuff to laoshi.
cant bear to leave them.

MY CUTE DA TOU
MY SMALL PRINGLES
MY BIG PRINGLES
MY RED JUMPY SUIT AND
MY EVER SO WONDERFUL BIG YELLOW GLOVES!!!!!!!!!
i miss this costume.
though it's lying at the GO now,
i have this sudden urge to take it back again.
and i lugged one whole big bag of all the pringles, costumes and gloves to the GO.

i wanna join chingay again.
i miss all that fun.
((:

i didnt really care abt common test after chingay.
coz i was still in the chingay mood.
and i really wanted to act stupid and cute in my datou costume coz nobody can see my face.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

after every performance now, there comes this sadness.
and cant bear to leave.
chingay is over now.
and only syf is left before i leave crescent dance.
something that kept me going for 4 years.
i cant bear to end all these.
every performance just counts down the time i have left with crescent dance.
only one is left now.
something more than just a competition or performance.

i juz realised that e zhuan shu tian shi mv tt abby sent me cant play.
hmmmm.
i realised a lot of things everyday.

2007-02-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

watch hana kimi!
<333333

zuo yi quan rocks(((:

and even though joyce thinks that he got a disproportionate face,
i still think that he is the shuai-est.
and limcheeshan stop laughing.,
coz u r a huahua too.
TOU HAO FANS!!

after so many days of you0yubing,
i need to get back to mugging.
haish.,
it's always like this.
whenever there's a new show or something new on you-tube tt i will go all crazy watching, AN EXAM IS ALWAYS COMING UP.
i really wonder why.

haish.
i dont wnt to mug.
i love youtubing.

anw, zhuan shu tian shi is a really really nice song.
i love the mv.
((:
and dong3 le4 too.
all sung by tank.
zen3 me4 ban4 mv is not bad too.
though not as nice as zhuan shu tian shi.

oh myyyyyy
i cant wait to get zhuan shu tian shi from cheeshan
woohooooooooo

it's 11 alr.
i got to sleep alr.
cant slp tt late like wad i did these few days
cant believe these cny days are over just like that.
like whee.
it's gone.
kns.
we shd have 1wk of hols.
then i cant continue you-tubing for other shows.
like zhuan jiao yu dao ai.

and py. i noe it's acted by da s.
wanted to change.
but i cant see what im typing on blogger.

i really wonder why i cant see anything tt i type on blogger with my tablwet.
and i bet there's million typo errors.
and i still cant see a thing.
THIS TABLET OUGHT TO DIE.

i feel stupid.
facing a screen with now ords.
and i typing now.
really weird.

i dont wan to go back to sch
feeling so sian.

i want episode 14 to come out soon.
cant wait./
this sunday is the last episode in taiwan.
so sadd.
butit's still showing here.
(((:

2007-02-17T16:38:00.000+08:00

okk. red font for the new year!
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
XIN1 XIANG3 SHI4 CHENG2!

i can see what im typing now.
finally.
something's really wrong with my tablet settings.
i cant see what i type on blogger.

anw, im super irritated recently.
everytime when i want to watch hana kimi, my mum will always find something for me to do.
or she'll start nagging at me non-stop.

people who have good taste like hana kimi.
((((((:ZUO YI QUAN! <3
even joyce thinks that hana kimi is addictive.
hohoho.
i found someone who's just like me.

sis came back from obs yesterday.
okk.
this year is the 40th year.
so they had new designs of obs shirts which were obviously better looking than what we bought last year.
gaaaaaaa.

anw, i just feeling like staying at home to mug and watch hana kimi again.
no mood to bai nian at all.
haish.
my closest uncle and aunts are overseas, so i really dont have the mood to celebrate.
watchin hana kimi and keeping myself busy with mugging can entertain me the whole cny.
but still, im looking forward to the gathering on 15th lunar cny.

yesterday-
went out with amelia dixin michelle gloria denise gail
actually most of the time, i was shopping with amelia & dixin
coz we like to eat the same stuff
and shop for the same stuff
and get tired at the same time
haha.
then wanted to go home.
but dixin & amelia wanted to take neoprints.
which i havent taken in 1yr +++
so we went tiong.
taking neos with them is quite fun.
they like to take stupid poses.
and amelia likes to be the odd one out.
i dont know why.
amelia has a really weird decorating skill.
she likes to fill up every corner, every part of the photo with animals.
so the whole neoprint looks flooded.
haha.
had an quite an enjoyable day with them.
(((((:

okk.
my mum is finding something to do AGAIN.
i really really really wonder why.
i better go bathe now before i hear the 3 most irritating words:
"AH GIRL AH! ....................................."
and she starts listing the things for me to do.

san1 shi2 liu4 ji4, zou3 wei2 shang4 ji4.
yeah.
((:

2007-02-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

why cant i see a thing again.
my tablet is screwed up.
i cant blog anything on blogger.
ucant see wad im typing.
something's wrong with my tablet settings.
freak.

anw, cny performance today was not bad.
considering that a lot of people were cheering when we dcame out.
((((((((:
yes. crezdance rocks.

i've been entertainin myself wif youtube videos recently.
hana kimi is oni uploaded till episode 13.
cant wait for 14 to come out.
oh my.
maybe i shd watch again after common test.
jane can watch goong 5times.

oh there's still zhuan jiao yu dao ai.
(((:
xiao zhu and xiao s!!!
oh my.
im so excited.

my mum's getting angry at me for ewatchin videos online.
wad can i do with my tablet besdies taht.
doing hw?
after how this tablet crash and died on me that time, i decided not to do my hw here anymore.
learnt to be smarter.
watching videos is good.
and it makes me happy.

argh.
i cant see wad im typing.

2007-02-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

just recovered from a fever.
shall take my common test tmr.

anw, im addicted to hana kimi.
hohohoho.
wuzun! <3333

shall watch again after common test.
((:

zhuan shu tian shi is really nice.
(((:
gonna ask shan whether she has it.
coz she has all the songs in the world.
(((:

wuzun has officially become number2.
kim jeong hoon can step down already.
hohoho.
(((((((:

2007-02-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

oooh finally
im blogging again.

wanted to blog last friday coz i was excited and really happy.
then this blogger juz cant show what im typing.

anw, i finally lifted one big load off my shoulders.
A1 for chinese Os.
finally.
after one whole year of struggle, stress and fear,
i finally did it.
finally.
chinese has become so important all of a sudden.
didnt really value chinese or put in so much effort,
from the time i entered a school till sec2.
maybe lhg juz has this power to make ppl fear her
and wake up
and put in their hundred and one effort for chinese.
im slowly breathing.

today is a bad day.
i dont know why.
but i just hated today.

not going for cross-country tmr
i bet half of the sec 4s will be missing.

i've already put in all my effort and energy into everything.
i have no more energy left.
all that shouting is making sick, tired and drained.
sometimes i really wonder whether it's a problem with me.
im tired, im really tired alr.
sometimes, i really wish to have fun with the rest
and know what the rest really think.
and not be shouting and screaming
and no one ever listens.
nvm.
sometimes, i feel as if im being ostracized.
nvm. no one will understand anyway.

im gonna watch hua yang on u-tube now.
cant wait till thurs.
hw and revision shall leave till tmr when i have better mood.

2007-02-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

something weird is happening to my blogger.
i completely cant see what im typing.
so dun laugh if i spellanything wrongly or wadeva.
coz i totally cant see.

today can be my happiest day of this year so far.

I GOT A1 FOR O'LEEL CHINESE!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
wads really happy is that all of us got As, and lts of A1s too!!!!
after all that hard work, stress, fear, we made it thru together.
thank u ahgeok for ushing us and stressing us out.
we finally did it.
pizza treat!!!
oooooh i cant wait.

thankew cheeshan especially,
for helping me so much last yr.
w/o u, iwould hav died last yr.
really really thankew
anw.

2007-02-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

back from band concert 1hr ago.
which i enjoyed very much.
im a band fan now!
and i got damn high when i saw my friends.
BRINA, CHEESHAN, ERSY, JIELING, WENJUN
shouted their names.
and they didnt even noe it was me.
cant even figure out the spastic voice that screamed so loud.
wenjun is funny- did solo and cleared her throat damn loudly.
brina stood up a few times while playing her trumpet.
ersy stood in the middle and played the drum.
cheeshan PLAYED THE POM-POM.
AHAHAAHAHAH.
IM SO AMUSED.

anw, e rats, bats and spiders piece is quite nice.
coz got props which were really cute.
i like the ending pieces of band.
SHREK 2 tracks! - accidentally in love.
woohoo.
and they played the most classic- we're all in this together.

choir was quite nice for some parts.
gail and eunice are cute.
((:
then it got draggy.
and i felt damn sian coz i was looking forward to band's ending pieces.
which was until 1 hr ltr after intermission.

jane abby dixin and i were bloody amused the whole time.
dont know why.
dixin burped in the middle of the concert.
and we sat all the way at the front, 2nd row.
and my neck hurts like shit.

had a really bad running nose today.
water juz cant stop flowing out from my nose.
was bloody irritated.
packets of tissue paper dont work.
i realised that serviettes (wadeva e spelling) are quite absorbent.
it lasted me almost 1hr.
but BK's tissue is so rough and now my nose is itching.

im sick already.
dont know whether i can make it for school tmr.
really feel like dying.
after this entry, im really gonna sleep.
ate panadol which is gonna take effect soon.
@ least my headache's almost gone.
im feelin drowsy alr.
tmr's a long day.
i'll die.
can hardly breathe right now.
my nose is blocked like anything.
everytime i sneeze, water will flow like anything out from my nose.

oh please.
dun let me fall sick on sat.
chingay rehearsal.
which is really impt.
and i seriously dun feel like doing flag day dat day.
i'll be so tired.
and ppl like me can hardly take it.

peiyi thinks that her english is damn good.
and my vocab and grammer suck like anything.
and she thinks it's difficult for her to read my entries which are full of grammatical errors.
GO AND DIE.
my blog is meant for myself to read.
and this toot is ordering me all the time to blog so that she has something to read.
and when she reads it, her 8235821847294728 comments will come flooded.
kns.

sometimes, i really doubt whether im even fit to be in the _____.
everyone's getting better.
and im getting worse or not improving at all.
i seriously dont know what im doing.
im starting to fail at everything.
studies, dance.
i cant get anything right now.
what's happening to me.
i dont know.
i dont know.
i dont know.

why does such a big change happen to me after i turn 16.
i never felt so zi4 bei1 before.
im starting to doubt my ability.
and i really dont know what im doing.
somebody tell me what im doing.

2007-02-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

woooooooooooo.
finally got a break.
was practically racing against time just now.
finishing up physics peerteaching, transferring files from house com to tablet and facing a table of mess and landslides.

woooooooooooo.
can finally breathe now.
the tablet nearly killed me.
well, it FINALLY recovered after lying in the TA office for 3 whole weeks.
if not for my tablet, i wouldn't even want to step into the TA at all.
even after re-formatting, it's still as laggy and slow as ever.
haish.

anw, the news reported that O'level results will be released this friday, 2.30pm
((:
i want my chinese results.
gaaaaaa.
i hope i do well and remain in higher chinese.

zjh is kinda mad at us today.
coz we didnt study for the ci yu thing
haish.

needa finish up amaths wkend hw
oni 1qn left
((:
shucks. i still have chem wb qa.
freak.
i dont know how to do QA at all.
dont get a thing on that
how the heck are u supposed to know what substance is it.
kns.

i need a visual eye for emaths.
all dat rotation crap is making me sleep.
and i decided to be nice during emaths today & listen.
which still drowned me anyway.

i declare that geog and bio lessons are sleeping sessions.
really cant keep my eyes open.

i think that i have bad time management.
im doing all the wrong and unnecessary and unimportant stuff instead of my hw.
freak.

my tailbone's hurting again.
maybe i shd go see a doctor next tues.
and get mc.
so i can skip x-country.
((:
seriously dont feel like running.

i hope it rains super heavily tmr!
then no mass run!
and band ppl can stop boasting!
yeah!

quintessence'07
jiayou band & choir!
shan. metal. brina. gel. ersy. gail. eunice.
((:

2007-02-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

superstar ended abt 1hr plus ago.
quite entertaining.
and a little touching.
i didnt get to see derrick though.
gaaaaaa

anw, daren won. expected.
though i wanted diya to win very badly.
but still, tonight's songs were not bad.
m'sia project superstar is quite good-looking.
look like cai4 min3 you4.
singing's not bad too.
vietnam's superstar can go eat shit.
cant stand woman who still act cute in their 20s.
seriously. her singing is like ge tai.
cao ge came! woohoo!
he sang 3721, not liang3 zhi1 lain4 ren2.
)):

campus superstar is coming up.
i wonder who in crescent will join.

it's midnight now.
haish.
i juz finished amaths wkend hw
completely forgotten abt it.
now i cant do circular measure.
calculator died on me.
and i dont know how to use my sister's calculator.
not user-friendly at all.
sharp calculators are better.
coz it's more expensive.

technology and electronics are dying on me.
1. tablet
2. printer
3. calculator
4. my watch? my phone?
5. maybe a blackout at home.
6. or maybe this house laptop)):

seriously wonder wad would die next.
im damn suay.
I HAD A BAD DAYYYYY.

dont feel like sleepin yet.
dont know why
feel like burning midnight oil.
i know i cant.
coz i will die tmr.
sleep in class.
i always do anw.
geog is mass sleeping session.
dance tmr. think laoshi gonna get angry.
he always do when we try out costumes.
have to stay alert.
yeah.

anw, i've been failing my tests.
amaths. geog.
geog was the worst--> 5/20
haish. cant believe i actually fell asleep during the test.
even i myself didnt understand wad i was writing.
maybe i wrote everything sub-consciously.

i think im becoming stupider each year.
nowadays, i cant concentrate.
i take damn long to absorb stuff into my brain.
wads happening.
my brain's disfunctioning.
im becoming dumb and stupid.
i cant study anymore.

arrggghhhh.
really hate myself at times.
my brain is always functioning slower than others.
and lagging every year.

haish.
so disappointing.
didnt get to see derrick.
)):
nvm.

march! something will be out.
im looking forward to it.
((:

2007-02-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

a new day starts.
it's sunday.
and i'll make sure today will not end up like yesterday
did nothing at all.

ate seng heng duck noodle for breakfast
a good breakfast makes the day start right
yeah.

anw, i think that the house com is lagging already.
very weird.
maybe all the dumb adwares and spywares are the cause.
freak.
this com is beginning to behave like my tablet.

talking to yinwai on msn now
i found another person who is just like me
hw not done
tests not studied yet.
yeah.

i need service pack 2 for this com very badly.
gaaaaaa

im supposed to eat dumpling for breakfast but that wold mean i have to skip seng heng duck noodles.
so dumpling for lunch instead
((:

this whole post is lagging.
wadeva that i type oni appear a few seconds ltr
oh no.
it's gonna be like my tablet.
anw, i still prefer this laptop.
a lot more user-friendly
and makes lesser noise than my tablet.
just realised sumthing.
im gonna get back my tablet tmr
whoa.
after 3 whole weeks, im finally getting it back.
an empty one.
all my files are gone.
my notes, my work blah blah blah
how cool.

it's ok.
i can always get those stuff from my friends.

i need to finish lots of stuff today.
gaaaaa.
war's gonna start soon.
including tmr.

when am i getting back my Os chinese results.
no one gave a definite date.
anw, i juz hope i can stay in higher chinese.
because im really enjoying chinese lessons now.

im always so suay.
down on my luck.
and "Bad Day" has officially become my theme song in crescent.
i hope this bad luck wont accompany me to the Os.
i'd rather it come everyday than come during all the crucial times.
anw, my friends are amused by it

okk.
after installing service pack 2 for this com,
im gonna chiong my hw.
and mug mug mug.

i noe im all ready to fail common test.
which clashes with chingay.
i noe im dead.

2007-02-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

im blogging again.

suddenly feel like crying very badly.
i dont know.
im feeling as if something's tying me up.
i cant breathe.
i feel so cooped up.
it's getting worse.
i need to do something before i explode.
i cant vent my frustration at all
took a nap just now which doesnt work.
something's bugging me.

soemthing's missing.
damn it.
i hate this feeling.
hate it.

i think i should just go eat and watch tv
then do my work.

i feel like slapping myself.
pluck out my hair
scratch myself
bang my head against the wall
bang my fist against the table
scream and scream and scream
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GET ME OUT OF THIS SHIT.
FREAK.
I HATE THIS.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LET ME BREATHE
IM GONNA DIE AND EXPLODE SOON.

i hate to race against time.
i hate to be forced to do things.
give me a life of my own.
let me do what i want.

GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

i need to finish my work.
i have to finish it.
or else. that's the end.

time is never enough for me.
im beginning to hate this.

what's happening to me.
i've become another person.
i don't know what im doing.

2007-02-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

im feeling so sick.
so sian of everything.
came back home and felt as if my heart is gone.
cant put myself to do anything at all.

that's it.
one whole saturday is gone for me.
i did practically nothing.

went to school to do physics peer-teaching with bell and keon.
did that for 2hrs
then went to learn lion dance
i cant get the lion beat.
im music deaf or tone deaf, wadeva u call that.
then samantha taught me the lion dance steps.
played gao qiao too.
which i know.
fell twice coz i knocked one gao qiao against the other
and kept talking to winnie.
if i dont fall while on gao qiao, something must be wrong.
i always fall.
but the short gao qiao feels weird.

anyway, i came back home and i had no mood to do anything at all.
so till now i havent done a single shit hw.
and i have 3 tests next week.
im dead.

sometimes i really hate my thinking.
i always feel that if i dont do something productive, im wasting my life away.
juz like today, i din do much at all.
hw bugs me like anything.
hate this shit feeling.
especially when you have no mood to do at all.
feeling so cooped up right now.
peiyi told me to scream into a pillow.
cant. mum will think that something happened to me.

i realised that many internet stuff are going to an All-In-One package.
like singtel MIO plan.
u can combine hp line, home phone line, wireless line all into one.
and pay lesser. that's the whole point.
then there's windows live now.

the post doesnt feel like a blog entry.
coz im feeling so sick.

i need to burn midnight oil and finish my work.

i need to go into that state of shock like my birthday chalet that time.
slept late on thurs night. and woke up for school on friday.
slept at 2+ on fri.
woke up at 6.30am.
stayed all the way up on sat till 2+
woke up at 7am
so in 3 nights, i had only 15hrs of sleep.
i could da han that time.
but now.
haish

maybe i was too excited that time.
and went into a state of shock

well i think that windows live mail is not bad.
at least it's purple.

blogging doesnt make me any happier.

2007-01-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

my printer just died on me.
i don't know why.
it's like my tablet which is currently in ICU at the TA office.
beyond repair.
and practically shelved aside coz some lame panda virus is attacking the school right now.
but i'll get it back before i graduate.
ok. the printer is not bad to last for 3 years.

anyway, mum is going malaysia again.
i wanted to go.
but because of the 101 reasons, i decided not to go anymore.
mum didnt allow anyway.

i seriously wonder why my sis needs so much sleep.
maybe because her body is small.
all her energy's drained after a few hours of floorball.
it's taking her life.
and she takes a million years just to fill up some immigration cards.
and she fills in all the wrong stuff.

I THINK MY SIS IS HIGHLY AMUSING.
CAPTAIN PHOA HAS A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOUR.
pinky fellow is embarrassed in front of gugu.
woo hoo hoo~~~~

captain phoa wants to shit on me.
how cool.

Hi! This is Captain Phoa.
I need your utmost attention, please.
The plane is going to crash within 1 minute as Captain Phoa needs to sleep. (Lack of sleep)
Please say your last sentences before you are barbequed.
Thank You, and enjoy barbeqeuing yourselves and your freaking friends.
Can LILY POAH check for my grammar mistakes, please. Thank You!!!
Btw, lil-phoa i do not like pink.

2007-01-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

yay!
im blogging again.

well, i think i had a really wonderful birthday for the past 1 week.
the birthday chalet which i had so much fun.
4c2 wished me happy birthday in the morning when i clean forgotten abt my b'dae.
my aunt and uncle came over with lots of food on my birthday itself although they already organised the chalet for me.
gave me a purple forever friends pillow<3.
then on thursday during dance, juniors sang birthday song twice for me.
i didnt know they were singing for me. haha.
today abby popped by my classroom & gave me a really funny card & brownies.
thank you all so much.
for letting me have such a wonderful year of birthday.
i will remember how happy & exciting it is to be sixteen.
xiexie!

although many things in life aren't complete for me,
but im blessed with a loving family, aunts and uncles who care so much for me, bakas who understand me, friends who always cheer me on, sec4 dancemates who made me love dance so much and dance juniors who are always so funny.

they add so much excitement to my life.
they made me realise that there are many things in life that we must cherish.
and that family and friends are more important than anything else.

-love hope faith and joy-
i find all that in them.
((:

i had a wonderful birthday,
not because i got a lot of presents,
but because i truly realise that im indeed fortunate and blessed with the love that others gave me.
i should cherish my life,
and cherish them.

anyway, i think i've been acting like a sicko this week.
i dont know why
after that stupid poem that i composed at the mini forum, i haven't really been on the right mind.
friends, please stop telling everyone all the lame jokes about me.
and spread it out of school.
omg.

peiyi. you must buy one can of pringles for me coz u bloody hell finished mine all by yourself.
if you don't, i shall never let u into my house again.
go reflect on your greedy behaviour.

anyway, i've been falling asleep after doing hw
and wake up the next day realising my bag isn't packed.
im drained of sleep and energy.
got dark eye rings on monday.

for a funny reason,
gloria has been really nice to me this week.
she didnt scold me for coming late.
and i was late for 15mins today coz i tot she n py weren't coming.
so i took my own sweet time.
but she didnt even glare at me.
maybe she didnt want to go to school alone.
so she waited.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

the sky is really bright now
even though it's 7 already.
the sky is changing.
maybe one day we'll die together.
ahahahah.

but before anything happens to me,
i got to realise my dreams.
to fly
and to see a real shooting star.

anyway, FEI LUN HAI IS IN SPORE ALREADY!!!!!!
woohoo!
wu zhun! <33333333

ok. i just on the tv and it was news on our school technology.
first person i saw was ms saifa.
haha.

i love friday nights and the whole of saturday.
no school.
and i can sleep till realy late.

and study at my own pace.

or go out with my aunts and uncles.
sunday dont seem really fun unless im going out.
because after sunday is monday.
and there's school on monday.
gaaaaaaaa.
weekends always seem to pass so quickly.
sooooooooooooooooooooo quickly.
hate this feeling.
and weekdays are always so long and draggy.

anyway, im not really looking forward to cny.
i don't know why.
but it seems quite sian to me this year.
gaaaaaaaaaa
maybe my b'dae is too fun.

nothing to blog abt anymore.
shall go bathe, watch tv, eat and finish ex12.2 by tonight.
then a and emaths weekend hw tmr
then study for physics.
then find sum stuff to do
then get irritated on sunday again

yay!

2007-01-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM A REALLY FUN AND ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY CHALET!
((:

all thanks to my mum, my 2 aunts and uncle.
thank you so much.
((:

FAMILY BBQ
friday was just family bbq.
enjoyed it though((:
lugged everything to the chalet in the day.
watched spirited away with my aunt and uncle.
all the way till 2+.
there was still emaths lesson e next day.
had to wake up at 6.30am

SATURDAY
saturday was a long long day.
went for emaths lesson for 2hrs.
then met peiyi and went back to chalet to do some stuff.
then the rest came.

THE BICYCLE ENCOUNTER
me peiyi jane gail jeanne went to ride bicycles.
or rather, me and peiyi were learning how to ride.
yay! i can ride for a short distance alr!
((:
then it rained really heavily.
i felt so disappointed & scared that we wont be able to bbq at the chalet.
so i started praying.
it got lighter.
then i dont know why peiyi had to point her middle finger at the sky.
then it rained even more heavily.
felt so sick alr. couldnt wait for the rain to stop.
then all of us and my sis ran back to the chalet in the rain.
we managed to squeeze thru the side gate((:
soaking wet on my birthday.
i broke record.

BBQ AT NIGHT
i really enjoyed this.
peiyi bbq the food. or rather, she was supervising.
well, she bbq for me to eat.
thank you peiyi.
liwen actually bbq a hotdog for the sake of me!
that was the first time she actually bbq it.
i was savouring every bit of it((:
then we chatted and chatted. screaed a lot of times. don't know why.
and i heard that they stole bbq food from my family's table.
kanasai.

SING THE SONG
okk. i felt that i was the happiest at this time of the whole celebration.
((((:
took lots of photos with everyone.
then sang 3 birthday songs.
the english, chinese and crescent style by my bunch of friends.
((:
really enjoyed the whole thing.
though my throat hurts like anything.
once again, dear dear cousin natalie is celebrating her birthday.
haha. a lot of ppl think she's cute.
the cake was from cake avenue. chocolate!<3

MIDNIGHT
played heart attack and screamed like anything to keep ourselves awake.
watched some shows too.
slept at 2+
6 ppl squeezed on 2 beds when there were 4.
oh my goodness.
we slept in a fan-shape manner to save space.
nearly died. but i fell asleep anyway.
wanted to go over to the other room to watch my family play dai-di.
then i realised i shd entertain my friends.

SUNDAY. today.
we slept the latest. we woke up the earliest.
slept at 2+
woke up at 7.
just to eat mac breakfast.
then i sent them to the bus stop.
joined my aunt & uncle ltr.
my eyes were puffy alr. needed to sleep really badly.
then packed up the stuff n check out.
went da bo gong to pray and ate again.
then to some hawker centre to eat again.
but i din really eat. ate watermelon and drank juice.
my family ate nasi lemak which they waited for more than half an hr.
eventually they realised it wasn't really very nice.
jurong's nicer.
food in jurong is nice.
just like seng heng duck.
ok. then back home.

well, this is the first and last big birthday party that i have.
and it is really the best.
i was really really happy.
to have my family and friends with me.
made 2 wishes in this crucial year.
the 2 things i cherished most in crescent.
my studies and dance.
i really hope my wishes will come true.

mum, gugu, gorgor, jess gugu:
really really thank you for organising this chalet for me.
i really enjoyed myself. thank you so much.

OH, MY PRESENTS!
~the chalet & food: mum, gugu, gorgor jess gugu.
~crown earrings, hair ties: captain Phoa
~taka jewellery necklace: jess gugu family
~3 red packets: ah ma, shushu, faye aunty
~happy house cow, markers, u2 shirt & mosburger paper: jane & gail.
i seriously wonder what's the paper for.
~u2 racer back, bits & pieces "cai2" pendant: mich and liwen
the pendant is really ridiculous. i was down on my luck on friday and they gave me that for a change of luck. haha.
oh i forgot su dong's hotdog.
~precious moments photo frame with dance farewell for alyssa: jeanne.
~im still waiting for derrick's album from peiyi((:

thank you so much for all these.
thank you all for making this happen.
20jan celebration. <3
i will always remember.

2007-01-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

WOW.
after a million years, blogger finally loaded.
even mlg is faster than this.
and blogger font looks so BIG when viewed with this laptop.

ok.
im sorry if what i have said in the earlier posts upset you all or something.
please dont take it to heart ok?
let's be happy dancers((:

anyway, im feeling full of shit right now.
as in literally.
felt so sick today.
running nose.
suliwen is disgusted by my tissue paper.
bear with it liwen.
you can unravel my tissue. xD

im so so so so upset today.
MY FRIENDS PANG SEH ME.
denise came during recess and told me she may not be able to go on sat for my b'dae chalet.
but she'll try to make it.
then gloria told me during dance that she cant come at all.
my whole heart sank.
my friends are abandoning me to celebrate with so few ppl.
haish. im so upset.
i thought i'll have a happy b'dae celebration with so many ppl for the first and last time.
then they cant come.
nvm. glo is still my good ya zi.
((:

to think that i was so excited while packin the bbq stuff yesterday.
i kept thinking how fun it would be the first time that im havin a b'dae chalet.
and all my good friends are coming over.
haish.
friends, please dont come and tell me tmr that you cant come.
i'll cry in front of you.
dont shock me anymore.
my heart isn't that strong.

THREE CHEERS FOR OUR SCH TA!
they misplaced my tablet.
they cant find it in their room when i wanted to collect today.
very good.
everyone should clap for them.
they can always repay me with a brand new tablet pc.
((:
i wont mind.
now i dont really bother abt handing in the EL compo and ss SEQ.
when my beloved tablet crashed and died on me last sunday, and i freaking hell wasted 4hrs trying to revive it.
it was as good as dead.
so i have learnt not to waste time on things that have died.
just like the compo and seq.
((:

captain phoa is still not home yet.
this girl huh.
she's a total peiyi.
maths cant never enter her world.
she hates algebra.
i think her emaths tb stink more of her feet than her workings.
eh wait. the workings are mine when i did them in sec2.

my mum went on a really sudden trip to jb today.
well, in the morning the drains at my block were flooded with water.
and my really cute mum thinks that it will flood to the 2nd storey where my house is.
so she called my aunt and told her to check on us when we come home to make sure we're safe.
haish. my mum thinks that i'll drown in drain water.
it'll be cool to row a boat to sch. jane and i have been wanting to do that.
anyway, the drain is dry like anything.
maybe my mum will think that there will be a drought soon.
whoa!

im amused.

i drank so many cups of water yesterday.
and i seriously wonder why im feeling so constipated right now.

captain phoa is irritating.
she used my com account and logged in to hotmail.
now my user account says "you have 1073 unread mail messages".
CAPTAIN PHOA.
your email messages are way more than the number of maths qn you actually did.

i just realised that my phone was on the whole of today.
py and amelia messaged me. oni saw it just now.
my sis called me so many times.
maybe she thought i'll drown in school.

im so bored.
got a pile of hw.
which i seriously dont feel like doing.
hw=sleeping pills.
really.

anyway, im enjoying chinese lessons now.
zhangjh is nice and lame and funny.
h.chinese lessons are so fun.
anw, joycetan really needs to wake up durin lesson time.
im so amused by her.

i wonder when's my spot-check.
have been stuck with that pair of socks for a week.
coz only that pair wont get me into trouble.

haish.

i want to have a happy birthday celebration.

2007-01-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

i have a new dream.
i want to fly.

and be gone with the wind.

away from all that stress, troubles, conflicts, nagging, fatigue.

that's my dream.

and i know i can never achieve it.

can u imagine how cool it is to fly in the air.
looking at other people frantically running around to get things done.
when u can just enjoy everything that's up there.
go wherever u want.
i want to roam the Earth with my wings.

i'll be a better person that way.
the inside of me will be a lot quieter.
with no constant dilemna.
and my heart and soul will feel a lot better than now.

and im irritated by the slightest thing on earth.
irritated by my printer, homework, tablet, food, everything.

i love my bed and my dreams.
that's when im really free and peaceful.
and amused by my own dreams.
gaaaaa.

i hope i can dream about flying today.

burn midnight oil.

2007-01-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

felt so miserable yesterday.
i always feel miserable.
esp when im in school.
the only happy time of my life is that 10+ hrs of sleep every holiday.
that's damn shiok.
and spending time with the bakas.
((: i love the bakas.

everything's irritating me.
my bad temper will just kill me one day.
mlg takes a million years to load.
takes a million years to upload stuff.
and i seriously wonder why a million folders are created.
i have to search so many folders just to look for one doc.
ridiculous.
being too organized sometimes means bring more ma fan.
arrrgghhh.

and that freaking pile of hw on my table is irritating me now.
i seriously regret not finishing my hw during the hols.
and now there's more hw. and tests.
SPARE MY LIFE MAN.
it's not worth it to take my life.

what's wrong with MLG.
aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and lessons are so boring.
B-O-R-I-N-G.
i cant have enough sleep everyday.
and i go to school to bore myself and drown in words and numbers.

my eyes are irritated.
my heart is irritated.
my lungs are irritated.
my liver is irritated.
my stomach is bloated.

ok. i suddenly want to talk about fate.
it's fate that bring friends together.
especially close friends.
the bakas & ss gang.

why is it that jane & i can be the best of friends for so many years w/o quarelling with each other.
when other friends quarrel all the time.
why is it that peiyi & i are the closest friends when we don't even talk to each other in p4.
why is it that shan, gail & jeanne who were just normal classmates to me in sec1 suddenly became close friends in sec2.
why does it so happen that gloria and liwen sits in front of me and jane since sec1.
why would mich and denise become part of the bakas when we hardly talk to each other in sec1.

it's fate that bring us together to be good friends.
but it's up to us to keep that going.

true friends are those who stand by you when you need help the most.
they will NEVER talk behind your back.
you won't get angry when they make fun of you all the time.
or throw their freaking wallets at you.
you can slander them on your blog w/o getting sued.
((:

we have a lot of friends.
but it's fate that bring the close ones together.

to the someone:)
no matter what others think or say, you know you still have us.
US! your TRUE friends who have faith in you.
we will be there for you.
jia you!

im speaking from the bottom of my heart.
so stop laughing at me.
it's my tu1 fa1 qi2 xiang3 that i must cherish my friends.
w/o the bakas and the ss gang, i would have died long ago, really.

okk. now im in the mood to go popular.
i need to plan how to use my vouchers properly.
but my eyes, heart, lungs and liver are still irritated.

2007-01-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

peiyi's at my house now.
my sis is damn amused by her.
freaks of the same kind.

went tiong with peiyi, jane, glo, amelia, dixin, jeanne for supper.
im highly amused by them.
esp peiyi, amelia & dixin.
what chang e crap, the moon and the lamp post.
and the haze from hk to s'pore.

what should i talk about now.
there's nothing to talk about.

this is damn funny:
peiyi thinks that the school left out her name for the friend of singa award.
so in her book of 'my 1 million dreams', she wants to get the bestie of singa award.

we all want to kill our sisters.
and i get damn sick of looking at them.

well, i grew 2cm and lost 2kg.
peiyi's 500g heavier than me.
we are of the same height.
i wanna reach 160cm.

i dont want to go to school anymore.
my sis goes to the playground after school.
she thinks that she is still young.
sec2 freak acting childish.

THIS POST IS SO BORING.
I FEEL LIKE DELETING IT.
I LEAD A MISERABLE LIFE.

peiyi's talking to penny now.
jane should know what's happening.
she's getting penny to buy supper for us.
PENNY AND PEIYI.
((:
the P & P of crescent.

"SPYGAD IS COOL."
-captain Phoa

2007-01-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

TODAY IS THE SICKEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

im freaking sick of school now.
to think that i was damn excited about going to school yesterday.
in the morning was ok.
i finally stepped down as class chair.
felt that big load off my shoulders.
((((:
wendy ong is the new class chair.
((:

the first thing that shocked me was english.
coz r*p* asked for our hw.
and DANG!
i haven't finish a tonne of it.

then later i realised that lhg won't be my chinese tchr anymore.
dunno why.
but i felt that heart totally sank.
last time, i cant wait for her to die or roll down the stairs.
coz i hated her totally.
but at least she pushed my grades up to a B.
felt so disappointed.
think that was the biggest shock of today.
haish.
why is zhang my tchr.
i don't want her.
i want lhg. i dont mind re-writing my zuowen anymore.
HAISH.
zhang uses 2 chen2 yu3 in every sentence.
and the weirdest thing was she asked:
HE2 WEI4 GAO1 JI2

gaa. like i know why higher chinese is called higher.
i declare that me and bell are back to:
WE WANT TO DROP HIGHER CHINESE.
haish.

mlg email is irritating me like shit now.
it takes a million years just to upload 1 doc.

anyway, i think im lucky to get good teachers.

english~ MRS RUPA
h.chinese~ MDM ZHANG JH
emaths~ MRS TANG ((:
amaths~ MR LOW (((:
physics~ MR LIM MC
chemistry~ MRS CHIA SK ((:
biology~ MRS YIP WP
geog~ MRS YEO
ss~ MISS WENDY TAN ((:
e.lit~ i don't know.
pe~ MS LOW
cme~ MR TAN YH

cme lesson today.
the guy told us the 101 reasons why we should have a good ambition.
and not just follow the conventional way of jc then to uni.
im enlightened.
so i shall go ITE to be special.
((:

nearly died during emaths
hw was all in the tablet.
had nothing for lesson.
having nothing for lessons is a pain.

well, i didnt plan to have lessons today.

i declare that im freaking sick of school.

haish.
i give up on submitting emaths hw online
dat freaking email wont work.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh

i need to finish english during the weekends.
well, i finally decided that i shall put in some effort to do since mrs rupa was so nice to us.
2 bk reviews.
4 funcitonal writing.
3 newspaper articles.
1 summary.
ok. i can finish.
i hope.

i need to pay a visit to popular one of these days. need to get more notebooks for the subjects. and files. and blah blah blah.

well i have a new wish now.
TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND REALISE THAT SCHOOL CAN BE AS NICE AS MY BED.

that would greatly reduce the high-pon rate in our school.

there's still a long journey.
i hope it rains on friday morning.
THEN I CAN SKIP MASS RUN.
((:
and i hope something happens to pe lessons.
THEN MY HEIGHT AND WEIGHT WONT BE TAKEN.

wah. i cant wait for all my dreams to be fulfilled.

2007-01-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS GOING TO REOPEN TMR.

chatting with metal on msn now.
she likes yyl.
i prefer wz.
then i started saying how huahua shan is.
she goes gaga over a yyl.
oh my goodness.
cheeshan. im out to slander you.

peiyi said she'll buy derrick's album for my birthday & xmas.
good girl peiyi.
you've just brightened my day.
your naima is happy.

played mastermind with captain phoa
well, she's upset that i can solve it in just 4/5 rows.
but captain phoa made it history yesterday midnight by solving it within 5 rows.
kai1 qiao4 already.

had a weird dream.
dreamt that it was campfire day and we danced yeah yeah yeah.
then half of the dancers were missing.
then we don't remember our moves at all.
then the music was the muscial evening chinese dance music.
then the curtains keep opening and closing.
damn weird.
got a big shock when i woke up.
i think i have a rich imagination to dream of something like that.

peiyi calls me clown phoa.
SPYGAD.
mich thinks that py and i are better entertainment than cable.
i think so too.
but we don't get paid.

today's the last day of the holidays.
which means, i cant sleep or wake up late.
KNS.
and i realised that my friends aren't doing the hw that i don't feel like doing.
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE.
GOOD FRIENDS THINK ALIKE.
good.

hello
i am Captain Phoa again
Happy New Year!!!
the plane is landing soon.
pls kindly fasten your seatbelt
thank you for your cooperation.

she's mad again.

im bloody amused.

2007-01-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

IT'S 2007!

NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE.

my new year resolution:

to be a better person.
((:

the first thing for the new year that im going to do:
SLEEP.

a good sleep means a good start.
for dance.
for studies.

next year is a crucial year.
o'levels and syf.

2007 shall be a better year.

2006 was really too miserable for me.
but it has already come to an end.
odd number years are always the best for me.
primary 6, sec2

love hope faith joy

i will find them in 2007.
and cherish my last year in crescent with dance, with my friends, especially bakas + ss gang.

hey mum, aunt & uncle,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hey my beloved captain phoa,
be nicer to your jie2 in this year.

2007: my new hopes((:

2006-12-31T22:47:00.001+08:00

THE GRAND PLAN.

when school reopens.

stuff to bring:
- pencil case
- notebook
- some hw
- calculator
- MONEY<3
- popular vouchers
- handphone
- wallet
- super delayed xmas gifts

things to do:
- tell osl to get a new class chair
- delay handing in hw
- reach at 6.30am
- get dance banner from canteen
- go new classroom & chop my seat
- go old classroom & get my red plastic bag full of locker stuff
- beat up shan & liwen
- find new names for liwen coz banana is so boring to call

too much stuff to do.
that red plastic bag still got 4 bucks in it.
the rest of the locker stuff can burn alr.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I DONT WANT MASS RUN.
or rather, mass stroll for me & peiyi.
i dont want to take height & weight.

my sis just said: i cant believe you are sec4 next yr.
well, i cant believe she's sec2 next year.
kns.

THERE'S 1 MORE HR TO 2007.
AND I'LL BECOME A SEC4.

is that good or bad.
last yr in sec school.
though i want to leave this school damn badly.
but not dance though.
dance is the only thing in school for all of us.
esp secthrees.
who are going to start their last year in crescent in another 1 hr's time.

come to think of it, jane and peiyi have been my closest friends for 6 years alr.
and more years to go((:
SHI BAI ZHE will still be SHI BAI ZHE.
peiyi, this is damn got sense.

hello this is SR1993 Cathay airplane
i am captain Phoa
the plane is going to take off soon
pls put on your seatbelt
thank you.

my sis typed those.
she's thinks she's a pilot.
she's mad.
then im a president.

ok peiyi. i've blogged.
u still didnt reach yr target of irritating me 10times in a day.
jia you.

2006-12-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

2006-12-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

it's been a million years since i've blogged.
feeling so sick right now.
sick of hw.
90+ percent of my friends haven't finish their hw.
some worse. don't even intend to do at all.
only people like cheeshan and the prc scholars actually finished it.
gaa.
i must finish chinese. so freaking scared of lhg.

well i hoped all my lessons will be in my classroom next year.
coz i didn't have to move around the classes at all this year.
mrs ow will follow up next year((:
jeanne called yesterday. told me her form teacher will be lhg.
i thought she was shan. i got into a big shock.
henggggg!
i don't want to die next year.

in any way,
i will still die if i don't finish my hw.
but it's not like they will mark anyway.
or even bother to take a look.
what's the point of putting a 'seen'.

argghhh.
feel like banging myself against the wall.

wendy just sent me the link to the baibu video
yay! ((:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtHOEIuW5sc

SEC THREES! <3

we are going to be sec four next year.
!!!

2006-12-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

it has been 1 week since i've blogged.
i wonder what i've been doing.
oh i was a maid and nurse for a few days.

MON- MUSICAL EVENING.
bumble bee & bai bu! <3

TUE- combined prac meeting, then tiong to eat

WED- slack and shit for the whole day. then to ahma's house at night

THU- take care of my ahma. helped my aunt coach the new maid.

FRI- everyone went to work. i became the maid and nurse for the whole day. cooked lunch and dinner for the whole family, coz the maid didnt know how to cook chinese food. gaa. my ahma uncle aunt cousins sisters. lunch was yucky like anything. so my cousins sisters n i ate bread and oreo cookies instead. dinner was a lot nicer. my stir-fry beef was nice.((: never felt so tired before. helped ahma with her dialysis and wound dressing.

SAT- at my ahma house again. well my uncle cooked dinner though. the only nice and decent dinner after 2 days. then watched midnight movie MO4 GONG1 with my uncles and aunties at jurong point gv. quite exciting.

SUN- finally back home. slept for a few hours. feel so weird to be back home. maybe im quite used to taking care of my ahma and bullying my cousin for these few days. aunt wanted me to stay there for the next week. gaa.

ok. MIA for 1week. and peiyi feels bored.
she cant achieve her daily goal of irritating me for more than 10times.
too bad.
too sad.

okk. now i need to really start doing my homework.
there's still 90% undone.
sounds like steak.
and there's only 4weeks of holidays left.
1 week to do some random and useless stuff. and celebrate christmas too.
3weeks to finish up all my homework
how nice.

i shall start doing amaths 1st, which was supposed to be done by this week.

2006-11-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

im feeling so bored.
threw amaths in the living room.
sicked of it.

wished peiyi's on msn now.
at least i can be irritated by her and not feel so bored
but then again, i cant let her achieve her goal of irritating me at least 10times everyday.
she went for glo's church camp.

my sis is such a freaking ass.
she plays the handphone games
and keeps losing.
said that the games suck.
why dont you just you suck.

gaaaaaaaa.

shall go do amaths again.
since im so bored.
feel like borrowing liuxinghuayuan from jane to watch.
the best taiwan idol drama.
((:
<3

CHIPMUNK!
<3

2006-11-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

IM FEELING SO BORED.

chuahuaywen hasnt tell me how many dressing rooms we have.
and i cant plan anything yet.
shall go do amaths first while waiting for her reply.

IM SO BORED.

she's slow like a snail.
gaaaaa.

shall listen to 933 now for longhubang.
she had better reply by 2pm

2006-11-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

PEIYI.
IM SO IRRITATED BY YOU AGAIN.
YOU ARE SUCH A BEANY BAG SUCKER.

this toot wants me the poor naima to go back to tiong and get her the mr bean bag.
which means i have to travel from redhill to tiong and eat another pancake just to get the bag for her.
IM SO IRRITATED.
I OWE U IN MY PAST LIFETIME.
i seriously wonder whether i killed you last time.
and ended up having such a hard life now.

and she's being very polite on msn now.
coz she has something to ask for.
WHAT A BEANY BAG SUCKER.

but for the sake that we all like mr bean pancakes and pearly soy milk, i shall help you buy.
COPYCAT. im putting costumes in it. and you're doing the same too.

see the big change in peiyi.

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
i trust your taste (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
your milk runs in me anyway

i need my lucky charm says:
SHUT UP ABT MILK

i need my lucky charm says:
IT'S SO IRRITATING

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
sure (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
im sorry naima (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
please forgive xiaode (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
xiaodehuangkong (:

i need my lucky charm says:
I TELL U. AFTER U GET YR BAG, I BET U WUN SAY ALL THESE ANYMORE

i need my lucky charm says:
U ARE THE TYPICAL PHOAHUIMIN AND PHOAHUILIN

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
everyone is like that naima (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
see the way gloria behaves (:

i need my lucky charm says:
AHAHHHHAHAHAAH

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
naima you have such wonderful laughter (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
it brightens up my day (:

i need my lucky charm says:
SHUT UP.

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
sure naima (:

i need my lucky charm says:
IT'S IRRITATIN ME

i need my lucky charm says:
OMG.

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
sorry for irritating you (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
i sincerely apologise (:

im waiting for the palace to inform me that im actually betrothed to some crown prince says:
my deepest regrets (:

PEIYI U TOOT WHO THINKS TT YOU WOULD MARRY A PRINCE.
BEANY BAG SUCKER.
gaaaaaaaa.

2006-11-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

went to eat fishhead curry in the morning with my ahma.
not bad.
and my aunt packed SENG HENG DUCK!
WOOSH!
FROM JURONG!
better than redhill's.
shiok man. i've been wanting to eat it since early morning.
so i ate more duck than fish.
((:

feel like eating seng heng duck noodles tmr morning.
wah. dat would be the 3rd time this week.
my mum will start screaming if i eat it tmr.
she just has something braised duck.
coz she thinks that her favourite roasted duck is nicer.
gaaaa.
ONLY SENG HENG BRAISED DUCK IS NICE.
it's easy to chew. unlike some duck meat which cant even be swallowed after chewing for a million years.
ok. i shall wake up at 9 tmr and go queue up for duck noodles with chilli.
SHIOK MAN.

anw, after the meal at jurong, we went tiong to shop.
bought nothing for myself except a MR BEAN BAG!
it's on promotion! $1.90 with any pancake purchase.
BEANY BEANY BEANY BEANY BEANY!
im using it to out my costumes.
shall make peiyi jealous.

then i went to stare at the chipmunk speaker for a few minutes.
still thinking whether i should buy it.
i only have a pathetic 5bucks left in my savings.
then to ice lemon tea where i stoned for more than 1/2 hr.
felt like sleeping very badly and going to look at the chipmunk speaker.
mum bought shoes and a bag
mei bought a bag which i dont think was that nice but she likes it a lot anyway.
mum thinks that the quality is good.
duh. 30 over bucks. how can the quality be lousy.
these 2 people spent $88.05 at ice lemon tea.
goodness.
how many chipmunk speaker can i buy with that.
never mind.
they aren't spending my money so it's ok.

im feeling very bored right now.
just finished printing amaths.
supposed to start on it 273472642706 years ago.
but i didnt have the energy and mood.
so maybe i should start at night or do tmr.

GAAAAA.
after musical evening= no more dance= finish all hw.
KANASAI. MY HOLS ARE SO SHORT-LIVED.
but the good thing is i can catch 100%entertainment at 5pm everyday.
and watch pss2 results show.
maybe i should go take up a dance course in case i go blind after seeing too many numbers and words.
but my mum will think it's a waste of money and time.
haish. forget it.

haven told her about chingay'07 yet.
dunno what her reaction will be.
but i'll continue anyway.

i just realised something.
is it ICE LEMON TEA OR ICE LEMON TEE.
nvm. doesn't concern me. coz it's not my shop.

i have a new goal in my future life.
IM MUST GO TO PARIS WITH MY HUSBAND IN THIS LIFETIME BEFORE I DIE OF WHATEVER SHIT REASONS.
i suddenly like paris a lot.
i think it's so romantic.

i have 5weeks to complete 95% of my hw.
it's possible since peiyi has decided to be really serious in mugging.

2006-11-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

peiyi.
i find it so fun to irritate you like how you always irritate me.
((:

btw. there's no palace in s'pore.
no palace= no crown prince= no husband for peiyi
good luck.
but you dont look like you have the luck to get betrothed to some prince
be more realistic and find s'pore men instead.
stop liking those old men who are over 10years older than you.
ahahahahha.
someone's only 6years older than me.
((:

ok. you just said you were in a bad mood.
so i shall not irritate you further.

but i'll do so another day when your mood gets better.
and maybe i'll buy peanut pancake as a bu3 chang2.
and maybe you'll win the jackpot.
((:

2006-11-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

TODAY!

bought lunch with joyceng
missed the bus coz we went to buy 3ppl's pancakes.

today's morning was quite ok.
i realised i have enough time to change from baibu costume to bumblebee.
so im quite happy.
but chinese dance has only 20mins to change.
rehearse twice today.
wasted lots of time and energy.
ended at 1.30pm.
then i rushed to esplanade after eating my oily cheecheongfun with no gravy.

afternoon was real bad.
i felt like shit for that 2hours.
missed bumblebee, baibu and syf.
and went to esplanade.
other cca has like 2+++ people to remember the route and take down instructions.
and their teachers went too.
me? all alone. with jouteng's camera, jane's hp, my wallet.
wearing obs shirt + shorts + slippers.
never felt so pathetic in my entire life
borrowed pen and paper from band & choir.
there's so much to remember.
then i realised we were going round in circles.
and i had to keep thinking of stuff that would happen that day.
and chuahueywen haven't finish planning.
then i felt quite pissed.
hate going all alone to esplanade now.
the place is so big and im so small.
walked thru the underpass and citylink to get to mrt.
then back to school. FINALLY!

wuzhuzhu taught me the new syf moves.
got to lian later in case i forget.

and my pimples got worse after a trip to esplanade.
i wonder why.
drew out the screwed-up version of the backstage plan of esplanade.
im so scared i'll forget that day.
especially getting to the stage door place to get the dressing room keys.
that route looks complicated.
and i dont know whether there's a door from the big backstage to the dressing rooms w/o cutting through the control room.
shall ask chuahueywen later.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM SO CONFUSED.
im gonna die on monday.

i hope we get 3 dressing rooms which is very near the stage or 2 big rooms which is a little further from the stage.
but better than B1 rooms since we keep changing costumes.

I HOPE MONDAY TURNS OUT WELL.
i hope laoshi wont get angry with us.
and i'll rmb the route and we wont get lost.

gonna go jurong tmr to eat fish with my ahma tmr.
haish.
nid to be jurong around 11am.
AND I WAS PLANNING TO SLEEP TILL 11+
kanasai.
but nvm.
im fillial.
((:

after lunch. come back home and do hw.
which i havent touch at all in these 2 weeks.
do until i have no more mood. then i'll go sleep and snack and watch tv.
after musical evening i shall start on my balanced diet + exercising.
im determined to achieve 34-24-36.
34 is difficult. how can anyone force it.
24 is ok. i nid crunches.
36- i shall stand more and sit up straight.
GO LILY PHOA!

((:
crazy mad cow.

2006-11-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

OMG.
I PAID 15BUCKS FOR A DAMN LAO YA DVD.
with bad focus, bad sound system, bad optical zoom, bad hosts.
everything's bad about the dvd except for our dances.
what the shit man.

first. the music timing is totally different from our timing.
so does all the ha and sha
totally different.
the sound system's lagging.

second. oh my shit. GET A BETTER CAMERA THAT DUDE OUT THERE.
oh my god. it's so blur.
they are always focusing on the wrong stuff.
wake up camera man.

third. WHY THE SHIT IS THERE THE HITTING OF DRUMS AND CYMBALS IN BETWEEN OUR DOUDOU DANCE.
im so irritated.
and there was some damn man talking damn loudly.

i was so excited about watching the doudou dance, especially the finals.
then came all these shitty crap.
but still
OUR DOUDOU IS STILL COOL AND REALLY QI2!
<3

my sis says i run like a pig.
and she keeps saying: OH MY GOD, THAT'S YOU?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I CAN SEE YOUR FATS!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

im so irritated by you, you ass.

zhulin's video was kinda bad too.
and there were the slamming of doors.
WTH.
it was kinda blur so ppl cant really see what they were dancing and know the story.

well, i still like the little soldiers in red
the primary school kids are so cute!

anw, im still traumatised by my 15bucks.
let me go recover from it.
i only have 10bucks left in my savings now.
i shall ground myself after musical evening.
so there's no way i can spend money.
i still need to survive on my 10bucks.
!!!!!!!

i thought today's dance was supposed to be slack.
but it turned out the other way round.
anw. 250 for physical.
how cool.
and we ate tom yum noodles today
shiok man.
and guo bai bu + bumble bee
which is still quite screwed up for some parts.
and today's shui jiao was quite nice
until some toot went to play syf music.
gaaaa.
i was almost falling asleep.
and we played scissors papers stone
which totally drained away my voice
and i finished 1 whole round.
how cool.

i think i found my lucky charm
it's my chipmunk softtoy.
coz i juz realised my sis stole it these few days
and i was damn unlucky.
snatched it back yesterday
and my luck was back.
I FOUND ONE BUCK ON THE STAGE TODAY!
so i used it for lunch.

HEY CHIPMUNK.
BLESS CREZDANCE ON MUSICAL EVENING ON 27NOV.
should i bring it along?
let me go think over the weekends.
it's such a hard decision.
AHHAHAHAHAHAAH.

i sound like that damn toot with the froggy specs.
IT'S A HARD DECISION.

ahahahhaah.

2006-11-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

i need my lucky charm.
i wonder what it'll be.
coz i think im down on my luck these few days
and my temper is worse than shit.
i suddenly find myself being worse than shit.

i cant believe im sec4 next year.
it's like WHOA!
took down names and classes for datou people.
peiyi jeanne and me will be the only sec4s there
((:
4c2, 4g2, 4s2
how cool.
all the twos.
anw, cant join pa coz my mum wun allow me to go down to kallang every sunday.
it's sec4 next year.
plus syf and chingay.
dont know how i'll cope.
but it's ok.
coz i know my results will be worse than shit for the first three months
will start mugging after syf.

homework is way less than 5% done.
congrats phoa.
you work wonders.

anw, i think that huanlemanwu has such a LAME plot.
well, i watched because i want to hear RANGWOPEIZHENI.
((:
<3

rehearsal today was half ok and half bad.
chinese dance was qi2.
bamboo had a bit of hiccups here and there. but overall was fine. music was too soft though.
baibu was ok.
band stopped playing halfway for sambal and the sec1s and 2s looked damn shocked.
then continued.
taught tamil dance, choir and angklung.
damn funny.
gaily gail was so cute.
teaching her steps is so fun.
shake gail!
and we are going to sing "we are all in this together"
ahahahahaah.
SING!
peiyi thinks that she's in a cheering competition.
she totally screamed RAHHHHHHHH when the instructors receive the flowers.
LAOSHIs!

ok. after this week's of dance, im gonna start trimming down.
took in too much carbohydrates
can u imagine eating one whole loaf of raisin bread everyday.
omg. no wonder my waistline is worse than shit.
im determined to get back to my 23inches.
and my butt can seem to get any smaller
but it's ok.
i need my butt lest i roll down the stairs again like i always do.
oooh. my tailbone didnt hurt these few days.
that's good.
coz i dont have to go back to the damn chinese physicians
and show my butt to the whole world
and drink disgusting medicine
and stink of medicated oil everyday

anw, i think my sis has been damn irritating.
during the day is peiyi.
at night is phoahuilin.
omg.
one day i'll go irritate them
my sec2 sis went for camp.
SHIOK MAN.
dont have to see her at home.

anw, she got into triple sci class.
((:
well, i told her to choose triple.
bio is only offered in triple coz there's only 1 bio tchr in the whole school.
so only 1 triple sci class.
her school has the worst subject combinations in the world man.
only physics chem for double.
and they have 15 combinations?
!!!!!!
none of it suits my sis.
only need to take 1 humanities. ss+geog only.
oh my. no lit or hist elective.
d&t is offered though.
my sis wanted to take it.
and i was like: YOU WANT TO SAW AND FILE WOOD FOR ALL YOUR LIFE?
goodness. d&t dont even exists in jc.
nvm. my sis likes to think and do different stuff.
even though they may be retarded.

how do people find their lucky charm.
wait for it to drop from heaven?
cant be.
coz i think that damn mole on my nose dont work anymore after peiyi keeps pointing and pressing on it.
i think my mole is pissed off and irritated.
that's why im down on my luck.

anw gloria.
i think you are a star in movies.
GLORIA THE PENGUIN IN HAPPY FEET.
GLORIA THE HIPPO IN MADAGASCAR.
AHAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
oh is your skin ripped off for PEKING DUCK?
wrapped in dough skin and bathe with gravy.
how cool gloria.

gonna sleep soon.
i overslept today.
kanasai.

i'll go learn the screwed-up version of wuniang during the weekends.
((:
watch it zifang.
ahahahah
WUZHUZHU!

2006-11-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

today was a really bad day.
laoshi was really angry.
just like last year's syf.

haish.
laoshi is tired from so much stuff alr
and the least bit we could do is just to co-operate
SYF
MUSICAL EVENING
CHINGAY
we have so much so stuff going on
everyone's tired.
spare a thought for everyone around.

im so tired.
drained mentally and physically.
i really dont know how to help.
all that shouting and screaming doesnt help anymore
people just dont listen anymore
im tired.
i tried to help you all already
we are all trying to help already.
but why do some of you give us that HECK-CARE attitude.
you dont even want to help yourself.

i feel like such a failure.
a total shit worthless failure.
sometimes i just feel like giving it up all.

laoshi is angry alr.
spare a thought for him please.
he wants to finish up on syf
but there's this total shit rehearsal going on.
it's eating into all our time

this sucks.

i hope tmr shall be a better day.

2006-11-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI!

went seoul garden for dinner
damn full right now
my stomach's bloated
and i cant fit into the top that i just bought at bugis
coz my tummy was humongous

im so jealous of you cheeshan
how can you this huahua who dont even like derrick get to see him up-close
argh.
i wished i had gone to the airport
but maybe not. i'll juz hyperventilate and faint
CHEESHAN YOU ARE SUCH A TOOTY HUAHUA.

i declare that bugis street isn't a place for me
omg. there's so many ppl, so many shops
and so little space to walk and so much noise
oh my god. i cant stand it.
i was having a headache. my legs were so freaking tired. and i had cramps.
so freaking pissed when my sis took such a long time to decide whether to buy a bag or not.
really felt like chopping off her head and sit on it.

then there was this little boy walking in front of me
and he kept shouting
ALI BABA!
ALI BABA!
i thought he was calling me.
then he said:
YOU STOOPID LAH.
i thought he was saying that im stoopid.
well he was talking to his sis.
end of story.

anw, my cousin's son's full month party was lame like anything
and i was so bored
and there were so many foreign ppl i have never seen before
but the food was not bad
well food is the best in any occasion

DANCE TMR AGAIN!
<333
this week will be the real thing

once again.
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY MEIMEI!
i hope you start revising your maths especially problem-solving
and be more mature please.

I NEED TO GO ON A DIET SERIOUSLY.
COZ I NEED TO FIT INTO THAT TOP THAT I JUST BOUGHT.

shall listen to syf song again.
then derrick's songs.
(((:
sleep at 11.
((:
dance tmr!

2006-11-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

gloria says that my entries are retarded and redundant.
HEY THEY ARE ALL ABOUT MY INTERSTING AND INSPIRING LIFE.
WITH LAME ANIMALS HOPPING AND LIMPING AROUND ME FOR 365 DAYS
she says it's: inspiring my ass
hello ya zi. your ass is too puny to be mentioned.
my oversized and humongous one can save my life when i roll down the stairs.
and what can a duck do in this case?
WAIL AND GO: QUACK QUACK QUACK! WHERE'S MUMMY PANTS PANTS?

oh gloria.
dont be sad

you cheater.
((:

2006-11-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

PEIYI.
im so irritated.
i dont know why. but im so irritated.

im supposed to apologise to peiyi for slandering her on my blog
OK IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
SORRY PEIYI.
but i wont delete the previous post on suan-ing her
so people can still read ((:

ok i apologised alr.

and people dont suck when they lose msn games
right samantha?
peiyi likes to bully people like us.

THIS IS REAL APOLOGISING.
IM SORRY GLORIA.
FOR HITTING YOU WITH MY KNEE.
IM REALLY SORRY.
did your eye become smaller than before?
im so sorry
maybe i can donate part of my eye to yours.
((:

went to sch to do hw today
with py and jeanne
py takes a million years to do emaths qn
jeanne was consultin magata june

then we went to bukit merah library to continue hw
peiyi takes me for a dog
called me 892378976452 times today just to teach her emath
im so irritated by her
she told me to go over and teach her when i was lookin for some books to read
AM I YOUR DOG.
still got testing to see whether i was really alive.
what a pig.

then we went to the market for lunch
ate curry chicken noodle
peiyi doesnt eat dried beancurd
i seriously wonder what she even eats since she's such a fussy whoosy (according to jane)
then my leg turned numb
couldnt move at all
and water keeps flowing out from my nose coz the noodle was so spicy
peiyi told me to do that goong thingy where you lick your finger and put on your nose
sounds stoopid and senseless.
nvm

then off to jane's house
for whatever reason
DISTURBING HER IS SUCH A FUN THING TO DO
ransacked her room
which is full of crap
and we read her p6 journal
"OH I DISCOVERED A HUGE PIMPLE TODAY"
ahahahahaahah
and she prints out goong song lyrics in korean
and writes out the pinyin
omg. she's so lame man
and we found her lang du audio
BLACKMAIL NO. 1
peiyi stole her photo frame.
it's with me now. she looks so fat when she was young
gonna show everyone on monday.
BLACKMAIL NO.2
den ate lots of stuff at her house
and dropped chips on the floor
peiyi didnt wash her legs and stepped on jane's bed
and she covered her legs with a blanket like she was paralysed.
then we started looking out of the window.
and were damn fascinated by trees and birds
jane!
WE WILL BE BACK!
WAIT FOR US!
YOUR TWO HAO XIONG DI.

GLORIA YOU ARE SUCH AN IRRITATING TOOT LIKE PEIYI.
you cheated my feelings.
your eye isnt dat swollen
oh my. i feel so cheated
wanted to suan you like how i suan peiyi
but decided not to
since you bought me a nice chipndale comb
GLORIA IS ONLY NICE FOR THIS.
((:
and i'll make sure i wont die under your karate legs
coz i'll bite your hand off.
and feed the turtles in the canal near the school

OH MY.
IM SO FASCINATED BY MY THREE GOOD BUDDIES TODAY.
GLORIA JANE PEIYI.
what a nice and idiotic saturday.
THANX FOR ENTERTAINING ME FOR FREE!
((:

2006-11-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

PEIYI IS IRRITATING.
PEIYI IS A BIG ASSHOLE.
PEIYI IS A BIG CHEATER BUG.
PEIYI LIKES TO WIN PEOPLE.

played msn games with her.
lost all the games.
i seriously wonder whether she plays the games all the time
and she likes to play with people who dont know how to play
so she can win.
how can anyone be as sucky as her.
goodness.

and im supposed to be her servant tmr.
hello.
im your servant everyday.
peiyi u r such a toot.

made ppl blog just for you to read.
SEE IM BLOGGING.
SUAN-ING YOU LIKE SHIT.

im so bored.
msn games sucks coz i keep losing without knowing why
and dat damn peiyi dumped me all alone to play sudoku while she's happily you-tubing and eating ritz biscuit.
wad a sucker.
just like your damn disgusting baby boy.

its hair is so irritating
its skin is so irritating
its face is so irritating
smelly feet and hands
and sucking that idiotic milk bottle.
omg peiyi. go wash your baby boy.

ok im done with suan-ing. kill me tmr for all i care.

YAY!

2006-11-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

DANCE IS FUN AND COOL!
SYF'07 <3
had lots of fun today

and im so happy that i dont have to do that b****t part anymore
omg. it's like gold bars dropped from the sky.

I LOVE THIS SYF!
<3333333

listened to syf music for 895218582891 times already
ok.
i shall go listen to some other music.
my family will faint if i start singing syf song in the toilet

it's sec2 posting result today
anti-physics and lit people
haha.
cynthia looks really upset.
cheer up! jane's the only dancer in her class too.
and gloria too.

well shiqi and wendy are in c2((:
will wendy be the next 3c2 chair?
ahahahahah.
guin vanessa and siying are in c3
good for guin.
c3 for 4years.
claus & samantha in g3
sherryn tham's in nj.
ahahahhahah
a lot of ppl went g1

well i think dat the new lit book- some whale title is more interesting than dat super irritating and boring and meaningless AN ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE.

danced all the dances today
and i hit guin 5 times
((:
sorry. my hands are just a bit long
and i ate too much bread
so had a bit more energy.
((:
you can hit me back.
but i'll just fight with you.
((:

played the stoopid monkey game today
MICHELLE MOLESTED ME.
it all starts with 'm'
her damn hand hit straight on my chest.
kanasai.
and i tried to snatch glo's doggie
and my powerful knee hit her eye
her contacts sort of went out of place
and the part near her eyebrows are swollen
oops gloria.
i didnt mean it.
sorry!

CHEESHAN JUST TOLD ME THAT SHE GOT CAUGHT BY THE POLICE LAST NIGHT FOR LAUGHING TOO LOUDLY AT HER COUSIN'S HOUSE.
OH MY.
HOW FUNNY CAN THAT BE.
AND SHE DIDNT SAY I CANT TELL ANYONE.
SO IM ANNOUNCING HERE!
CHEESHAN'S A CRIMINAL!!!
AHAHAHAAHHAAHHHAHAHAHA

and zaimifen was nice today
a bit too much though.
and eating the same bread with everyone is cool.
12 loaves.
14 packets of zaimifen
5 aunties. ((:

sec2s ordered pizza.
smart ya.
but i tink buyin lunch early in the morning is fun
and eating zhou together

SEC THREES!

there's so much to blog about DANCE!
next week real intensive!
cool man.
((:
and buying lunch and bread
fun man!

IM FEELING SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW.
for no reason.

gonna study with ah pui tmr
haish.
no mood to look at books
wanna go back to pat and DANCE DANCE DANCE!

oh huan le man wu's showing now
oh i cant wait for rang wo pei zhe ni
oh so shoik man

IM SO HAPPY!
((:

DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE!
<33333333333333333333

2006-11-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

today was a slack day as usual.
laoshi didnt pai the few people part
glo and amelia were feelin very sian

i think that musical evening rehearsal is taking up too much of our time
it's worse when other people drag the time and dilly-dally like there's no tmr
hello. we need the space for syf.

listened to the start of bumblebee song over and over again
joyce was teachin e sec1s

i feel that something is just wrong with discipline nowadays.
like everything's screwed up.
and im lost and tired from shouting like a mad woman
coz ppl only keep quiet for that mere few minutes
and sometimes even seconds
i feel so wu2 neng2.
is there something wrong with me?
i dont know.

"ju3 li4 hen3 zhong4 yao4" - laoshi.

haish.
and after hearing syf song after so many times,
my hair will stand whenever i hear this song now.

and my sheet of syf-counting paper is screwed up.
it's damn messy
and some asshole wrote: hey lily, you loser
kanasai.

i think im an idiot.
peiyi paid me $1.20 for the bread
and she put it on the floor.
but i didnt know
i tot she was retarded to put it there

i woke up 1hr late today.
peiyi knocked on my door like a mad woman
but i didnt hear
woke up when joyce called
asked me where duck rice was
didnt buy from that seng heng stall in the end

IM GONNA BUY 12 LOAVES OF BREAD WITH PEIYI TMR!
FEELING DAMN EXCITED RIGHT NOW.
like everyone's eating the same bread as you.
ZAI MI FEN FOR LUNCH TMR!
FEELING DAMN EXCITED RIGHT NOW.
like everyone's eating the same zaimifen as you.

i sound like a toot.

OH HUAN LE MAN WU PLAYED THE WHOLE OF RANG WO PEI ZHE NI!
(((:
im so happy all of a sudden.

chienpuiyi.
stop trying to han2 sweets in your mouth and sing derrick's songs.
you kanasai.

2006-11-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was a major slack day for me.
and ah mong too.
and crazy amelia + ego dixin

my part is only 1 ba1-pai1.

and rehearsal was bad.
really bad.
timing was all off.
and it dragged.
eating into our syf time.
kanasai.

and laoshi was really disappointed.
with musical evening and syf.

wanted to say a lot of stuff on syf
but cant.
coz we aren't allowed to mention anything
so here's the short entry.

something's stuck in my throat.

i heard the full rang wo pei zhe ni song.
((:

there's nothing to blog about.

this is a shit entry.

2006-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

ah.

im having that irritating shit feeling again.
feel like punching something
maybe because im broke.

tomorrow shall be a better day after i finish paying everything

i feel like beating people up.
i sound like a gangster.
and i feel like making my blog private like jeanne.
cant stand it when i want to say some stuff
but cant coz i'll get caught
and go for detention?
rubbish.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im seriously broke and i hate it.
maybe i shd go dig for gold up in the mountains
and pawn it to get money
or maybe i shd go rob a bank
coz i wun look the least bit suspicious.
i sound like a freak.
and look like one.

and my fringe is so irritaing.
so does dat lousy ah ma hairpin of mine dat is getting lousier each day
cant seem to clip up my fringe

im bad-tempered.
i cant stand my own temper.

my sister is a slow and retarded toot.
my cousin called just now and asked us if we were free on sun for his son's full-month party
sounds so sian. coz im not even close to this cousin.
and i thought he was a freaking salesman calling.
told my sis abt the party.
her stoopid reaction was:
HE'S MARRIED?
I DIDN'T KNOW.

hello. he even had a son.
i bet if there's an earthquake, my sis will be the first to die
coz she's e last to know everything.
pathetic fellow.

shall go listen to some nice, non-irritating, non-money music later.
i feel as if there's a big hole in my pocket.
and my heart.
coz money is important to me.

maybe i shd go into finance next time
$$$$$$

and i composed one-liner songs today.
gloria thinks it's stoopid.
hah. next time i shall bring the guitar and play
and make u go deaf.

DANCE was fun in the morning
coz we played games
and peiyi and i finally put our screwed-up tango into good use
and tong hua is such a eeeeeeeeee song
off-tune is easy to sing
AUTUMN.
sec1s were squirrels.
((:
sec2s were trees.
sounds stoopid.
((:
sec3s were freaks.
sounds wrong.
((:

SYF'07!
peiyi tried to sing the song.
her SCREWED-UP VERSION AS USUAL.
and my group people are cute and funny.
run like no one's business

need to listen to the song everyday.
before sleep.
then maybe i'll dream of it.
and float around while sleeping
scare my sis at night.
yeah.

when is derrick's album going to come out.
haish.
but i'll still wait.
((:

my eye is twitching.
damn it.
what shit thing will happen to me tmr.

2006-11-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

IM TIRED.

listening to wu ban by jy now.
i like the lyrics

today's dance was funny.
((:
and i danced tango with peiyi.
our screwed-up version is not bad
((:

orientation'07 steps are all mixed up in my mind
i think my brain is PUNY.
and it's not even syf yet.
my bruise is getting bigger.
peiyi says it looks like a tumour
thanks a lot.
i need knee-guard tmr.

laoshi pai-ed wu3 ban4 for tanglin.
cool man.
i wanna learn too!
i like wu3 ban4 lyrics

DANCE, THE LOVE<3

ahlibaabaa

2006-11-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

2006-11-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

peiyi is amused by my typo error.
and she has no common sense.

and peiyi.
i cant stand your msn font.
change it man.
it's intimidating.

2006-11-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

im blogging again.
why?

for the sake of the biggest freak in thsis world with the biggest ass and the thickest skin.

TAN PEI YI.

who thinks that she can cook very well
when she dont even know how to crack an egg shell nor beat the eggs properly.

she thinks that her SALTY MUFFINS are cool.

and no one knows why she likes to go to her friend's houses

and she blames this naima of hers for her weird and totally retarded personality.

thank you peiyi.

and now she asks me what im doing.
when she told me 5mins ago to blog.
what a weirdo.

im supposed to say that PEIYI IS SUCH A GREAT CHEF.
her cooking rocks as much as her rocking salty muffin
happy peiyi?

at least i dont feel that bored now
coz suan-ing peiyi is such an enjoyable thing to do.

AND I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHY SHE EVEN CALLS SARAH "MU-JI"

AND JANE WATCHES WEST SIDE STORY.
AHAHAHAH

2006-11-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

im so bored.

i have a pile of hw waiting for me to do.
not like i'll go do it anyway.
it's too much.
ppl will do if it's reasonable.

wanna go back to dance again.
felt so happy yesterday.
and today im so bored and bored and bored

my back is aching after all the poses
can hardly get off the bed

supposed to go kbox with ss gang
but cancelled
no wonder i feel so bored
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im so bored.

ahlibaabaa

2006-11-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

You Are a Smiley Face Cookie

You're happy go lucky. So happy, in fact, it's a little past the point of normal sanity.
You usually make those around you smile ... when you're not creeping them out!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lotBut you also stretch the truth on occasionYou figure a little lie isn't a big dealAs long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

How Honest Are You?

You Are 8% Slacker

You are anything but a slacker. You're truly a go getter.You never let laziness get in the way of living your life - and you can't stand to see it in others.

Are You a Slacker?

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

What Season Are You?

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

You Will Die at Age 73

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.
You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

im very bored.

2006-11-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

IM HAPPY HAPPY TODAY!

DANCE WAS FUN AND FUNNY!

dance always rocks((:

never felt so happy this holiday
being cooped up at home with nothing to do
and going for boring lessons

we got our SECRET PROJECT.
oh i didnt noe it was supposed to be a secret.
ahahaa.
COOL COOL DANCE PULLOVER!

MONDAY!
to next next FRIDAY!

we can dance to our hearts' content
and wear our pullover
SHUANG.

((:

cool.
rang wo pei zhe ni is uploaded.
((:
im really happy today.
((:

ahlibaabaa
mad sheep
MAD ABOUT DANCE
<3

2006-11-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

watched pss2 just now
today's prelude was really funny
haha.

hen xiang ni
ji de
piano

quite a few ppl sang these songs
but not as good my <3
duh.

e person who sang hen xiang ni was totally constipated
cant get that feeling in there
ah. spoilt his trademark song.
baa.

dreams are weird
i dreamt that julian hee was my cousin
haha.
well i dont mind, coz i dont hav any good-looking cousins
((:

i haven done 99% of my hw
congrats lily.
forget about revision.
yay!
i have no mood to do hw at all

HEN XIANG NI ROCKS:)

how shd i stay up @ night to do hw
or maybe wake up early in the morn

JI DE wo HEN XIANG NI.
oh my.
im a genius.

cant wait for dance tmr
syf next week.

it's the beginning.

2006-11-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

feel like crying very badly.
im so disappointed.

i still haven't heard that song.
why the hell is it the theme song today?
hello.
the theme song can be played EVERYDAY.
why still play it as the ending song.
argh.
serious problem with planning.

watched pss2 just now.
well the most exciting part was the mere 5 to 10mins to playback of pss1 last yr.
omg.
i saw my <3>
totally screamed out like anything.
felt so excited.

really miss that 3 months of craze
that was the happiest time out of that few years
i really miss it very badly.
wanna watch the whole thing all over again
right from audition to grand finals
dont want to watch pss2
it's not exciting.

and peiyi came over to my house
and stayed till 9pm
damn free.
had to wake up from my nap to fetch her from bukit merah
i owe her in my past life

haish.
i feel so weird again.
baa.

2006-11-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i feel like slapping myself
banging my head against a wall
why didnt i hear the song.
i might as well go die.

that main male lead in huanlemanwu is officially my enemy now.
because he was such a horrible terrible and vegetable husband
my sis n i kept talking about how cruel he is to his wife
and DANG!
i missed the ending song.

my RANG WO PEI ZHE NI.
oh my
oh my
oh my

im still in shock
have no mood now to watch chong shang yun xiao now
coz i really want to kill myself

how can i miss it
after waiting for like 98216598625987423 years.
damn it.
im an ass.

and the forum isn't loading.
so i dont know whether the song is uploaded
argh.

why do all unlucky stuff happen to me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

RANG WO PEI ZHE NI
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
im gonna on the tv volume to full blast
from 9.55pm to 10.05pm from monday to friday
and i refuse to talk to anyone during that 10mins.
and im gonna record the song
and hear it everyday

cant stand that news broadcaster

and RANG WO PEI ZHE NI should be the theme song
then i CONFIRM! wont miss it.
kanasai.

why is it always sin huey.
and the theme song is so normal and nothing nice.
NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH.

argh.

im still in a state of shock.
for 1 hr.

im a freak.
thank you.

2006-11-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

FRIDAYY!
OOOOH!
DANCE FINALLY!

dance pullover!
bamboo!
syf props!

i cant wait for dance.
finally.
cant wait for the pullover + syf props esp
wonder how the props will look like.

dance makes me happy((:

DANG.
i thought bio teachers were humans, unlike the the rest of the subject tchrs
esp english.
there was only a bio mock paper to do
BUT DANG!
there still so mnay tys to do
DANG!
5 sessions of lessons
DANG!
and we have more hw
DANG!
why is our Os pushed forward
DANG!
i feel like dying.

argh.
i barely finished anything
i finally did my ex19.2 though
which was due before the holidays
i rock. thank you.

high school musical songs are not bad afterall
what i've been looking for.

i found a blog.
with big news.
hah.

ahlibaabaa.

2006-11-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

people who play the guitars are cool

except for that freak in my house.

cant stand her
and the other freak who lives in my house too.

freaks and assholes.
cant stand them

guitarists((:
<3

2006-11-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

du yi wu er.

why cant blogger post chinese.

2006-11-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

im feeling so bored and so lazy.
my sisters are watching a horror show
omg. im so scared
dont even dare to turn my head and watch
trying to load some nice music videos
and the internet's not working
it's always not working
and im feeling so scared of the sound effects
i need to play some songs right now

i miss somebody
who's now faraway in australia.
ok jeanne. now i know how you feel.
gonna watch huanlemanwu everyday
coz i wanna hear the ending song
but today turned out to be some freaking man and woman singing

i miss those days.

feel like just watching pss1 and superband all over again
pss2 starting on wed
but im not the least bit excited
coz.
im just not excited.
maybe i'll go see how caiweijian sings.
the only thing i wanna see is the judges
see whether that female changed
and xuhuanliang(shui shang piao!)
haha.

omg. im so scared.
that sound effect of that show is scary.
i shall increase the volume of my songs and compete with them
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im so freaking scared
why am i so scared.
im not even watching.
and my sisters arent even screaming
what's so scary.

i miss somebody.

ALBUMS.
((:

2006-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

told cheeshan gloria liwen and michelle about chalet thingy
baa. they dont sound excited
maybe trying to trick me again
at least jeanne is excited((:
shall tell py and jane tmr

my sis wants to create a blog
have to help her
baa.

how come there's no derrick's sub-theme song for huanlemanwu today
damn.
argh.
so freaking disappointed.
but saw his name just now
just a flash.
feel like dying

my sisters are like hungry ghosts
eating so much bread

so disappointing.

argh.
why cant sinhuey just release her album soon.

i miss last year's craze
every wednesday 8pm
and thursday 11.30pm result show
so exciting.
but this year's pss isn't as exciting
dont think i'll be that crazy.

baa.
im feeling so down again.
i want to hear that song.

2006-11-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
my aunt's organising a chalet for my birthday next year
((:
that will be my first and last one.
gonna ask the bakas + shan + gail + jeanne + qiaoyi to come!
((:
and stay overnight. ((:
cant wait.
((:
i'll book them in advance for 20th and 21st jan.
and i'll take half day off from school on 19th to prepare e bbq food.
cant wait. ((:

2006-11-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

YESH.
LIT LESSON IS CANCELLED FOR ME.
((:
IM SO HAPPY.
NO A***N.
((:

what can they even do during the lessons
go thru enemy with a bunch of enemies?
crazy.

went tiong with peiyi
walked for 2hrs plus trying to look for gloria's present
in the end, we called her and asked her what she wants.
a blue wallet.
with a butterfly.
yea.

i suddenly realised how important having a GOOD command in english is
it's important in like almost everything
and it makes you a different person
i dont know, somehow i feel that way.

YUL GOON rocks((:
IQ 140
Top 40 scholars
Top Chem scholar
((:
smart and cute and talented
((:

STEP UP looks nice.
maybe i should go watch
jazz + breakdance
((:
and a man trying to learn ballet.
haha.
i wanna watch!

somehow, i feel that im being dissed.
somehow.
for no apparent reason.

sometimes i feel that i've changed so much that
without my big clique last year
i cant seem to live like before
there's just something missing
whenever they are not around
i feel so lost
so dead

i need dance and music.
i want to watch step up.
coz there's dance that i wont see in school
and nice music soundtrack.
((:
shall go ask my sisters to watch with me
but they'll just fall asleep
baa.

tomorrow shall be a better day.

2006-10-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

my sis is hospitalised.
baa.
so bored w/o her around.
got some stomach problem
and she was like a fool in the hospital
mum staying overnight there
haish. she looked so worn out and worried
shall bring chicken essence tmr for her
my sis cant eat anything. ahaha.
wonder when she'll be discharged
coz i dun wan to sleep alone at night
my mum looks like she's gonna faint anytime
haish. relax mum.
it's normal for mei to have stomach problems.
she always do.

shall buy mac fries to tempt my sis tmr
((:

el is 8am to 12pm tmr
according to the new announcement
physics is at 3.30pm
and i have to wait 3 1/2 hrs just for that.
ridiculous.
if it's lowkarhwee then i'll wait
now it's some relief teacher and i dont even know her name
and it's only 1 hr
and i dun even listen
should i stay?
argh. so irritating
shall see my mood tmr

listening to songs now
feeling so sian
haven done ex19.2
gonna get killed

shall pay a visit to 3c2 classroom
left a hell lot of stuff behind
wonder whether it'll get thrown away
damn. my files.
grrr.

im feeling so empty again
think it's because of my sis and mum
haish.
it's so sudden.

feel like ponning school tmr
feeling so sick of everything

ahlibaabaa.

2006-10-31T14:52:00.000+08:00

okk.
i just realise i owe teachers a lot of hw
shall finish by today and chuck them in their pigeon holes tmr
all maths hw
damn

i just realise i have a lot of hw
A BLOODY HELL LOT
maybe they'll give more durin the lessons
thanks a lot.
when will i ever finish

change of plan.
dun nid 2 revise my sec3 work this hol
there's practically no time
shall take hol hw as a form of revision
yay.

what a lousy excuse.

feel like drowing

and im on a diet like peiyi
only eating half the amount of carbo i take in usually
which is still a lot

and im gonna eat ice cream
but i dont care
i will die w/o ice cream
((:

bye.

2006-10-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

im sorry
i failed as a friend.
i really dont know how to help.
i really dont know what to do.

as a friend, i hope you will be happy.
as a dancemate, i hope you will join syf.
im really sorry.
but i really dont know what to say.

either way, we are stuck.
i hope there's a way out after talking to laoshi

but i just hope you will be happy.

anyway, i have been feeling damn moody these few days
and having mood swings
argh

suddenly feel so high all of a sudden
the next moment i feel so empty and moody
argh.

maybe i should go watch some videos to cheer up

chinese Os was ok.
but whether i do well or not is another thing.
nvm. wait till next feb and we'll see.

i feel like such a failure
i seemed to have lost everything
all in just one year

im feel so weird at times
i dunno. but i feel like there's a wall between me and the people around me
i dunno why but i just cant seem to communicate with them
argh. im weird
everything just suddenly dies off somehow
im an ass.

gloria's b'dae coming soon
wad shd i get for her
maybe i shd bake some chao da cookies for her
ahaha
nah. forget it. dun wan 2 mess up the kitchen
maybe i shd buy her kim jung hoon's new album
YUL GOON!
then she'll stop sayin shin is better
nah. forget it.
must well buy it for myself who will appreciate it.
haish. wad shd i buy.
maybe i should buy a duck and cook some nice duck stew for her
((:

ok nvm.
i tot of a very good present.
ACCOMPANY HER TO MAKE A NEW EZ-LINK CARD.
((:
im such a nice friend.
((:

bless you gloria!
for having a friend like me!
((:

ok i feel a bit happier now.
if i dont go and think about unhappy stuff

((:

i hope everyone is happy.

follow your heart.
that's what i always say.

2006-10-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

i feeling kinda empty inside me
dunno why
just have this sudden mood swing for the whole day

i think that korean drama rocks.
though the plot is almost the same for all, but it's nice
GOONG!
MY GIRL!
WO JIAO JIN SAN SUN!

okk. but i think the male actors are quite different from singapore's and taiwan's.
dont know. but they are just different. not like the idol type.
YUL GOON is an exception though.
((:

K-WAVE.
<3

and i havent watched KO one yet
should i watch
but i would end up like these 2 days
kept watching my girl and didnt really study for chinese
ah damn

maybe that's what im moody and empty about
i dont know

but i cant possibly give up now
like: CHINESE Os IS TOMORROW.
TOMORROW.
WAKE UP LILY PHOA.
WAKE UP MAN.
GIVING UP NOW- IN LESS THAN 24HRS TIME.

YOU ARE INSANE.

im really insane.

but i just cant concentrate on revising the stuff
argh
hate this kinda feeling
my mind is like away
far far away

i dont even know what im bothered about.
argh.
hate this kinda feeling.

maybe i should bang my head against the wall and snap back to chinese.

it's the O'levels.
it's not just any lame old tests
damn.

get back to life man.
stop being an ass.

2006-10-29T12:25:00.000+08:00

going vivo city later
shall come back earlier
or else i'll be so tired and oversleep for chinese Os tomorrow
need to study more on my zuo wen
bloody hell

im just damn scared i wont get an A
and im quite sure i wont
for all the practice papers that i did
only 10 out of 16 papers is an A
including those which i copied the answers at the back
so, out of 16, i only scored an A for about 4 papers.
yay.
im gonna die tmr.
thanks

and plus my paper 1 never got an A before
so yay.
watch me die tmr.

looking through paper 2
i dont know what and how and where to start from
how i can look at my written answers and find out what's wrong when it's the same as the answer sheet
haish.

copying answers is a sin.

and instead of studying for paper 1
im looking for cookies recipe
coz the oven in my house sucks like shit
and mum just bought a new wok/pot/pan
wadeva u call dat
it can bake stuff over the stove.

yes. on the stove and not the oven
quite cool man
the wok promoter came yesterday and demostrated on how to bake egg tarts
and my mum baked it the whole day
and made me baked it
damn sian.
kept eating egg tarts the whole day
so i went to bake mini egg tarts instead

i shall go bake some cookies for the bakas when i have the time
((:
im nice.
((:

bloody scared for chinese tmr
i hope i get an A
dont wanna get kicked out
and start all over again

bless me.

2006-10-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

OH YAY!
I MADE MY EZ-LINK CARD FINALLY!
WOOHOO MAN!

now i dont have to keep paying by coins
and pay adult fare when travellin by mrt
feel so shiok man

but the new ezlink card sucks like shit
e laminating is off
and worst of all
i used that lizard photo of mine when i took in sec1
coz it has 2 be school u
ah damn.
so ugly

my aunt sent me an email on the elitist girl from rjc
kala bear also told me that
dats wad some ppl are also saying abt ac too

im bored
im supposed to study for chinese now
ah damn

i shall go look through my chinese stuff
argh
so freaking boring

i think that my sis is a kind soul
((:
e sec1 sis, of course

ok i shall go study chinese
and prepare for monday's exam.
i am a good girl

ENTRY PROOF!\EZ-LINK CARD\DICTIONARY\STATIONERY\MY BRAINS
ok.

wish me luck on monday.
i need to get an A.
please please please.

2006-10-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

im bored

and im bloody scared for chinese Os
my paper1 will surely pull me down like shit
and for the prelim prac paper dat i did, lhg gave me so low marks for my compo + yingyongwen
B4.
how the hell am i supposed to get an A for O'levels
damn it
forget about the pizza treat doris
have fun eating with the smart smart scholars from our class
they deserve the treat, really.

haish.
i sound damn pathetic

oh my sec4 books only cost $29.75
coz most were bought in sec3s
but that excludes all the additional notes, assignments
and of course compiled revision package dat cost $10+
so it'll be $100+ in the end
bless my mum.
((:
what a big hole in her pocket.

i feel a big load off my shoulders
finally, im not the chair of 3c2 anymore
((:
im tired already
and people are tellin me to continue to be next year
nah. no way.
dont get a sheep to lead the class
BAA!

AHLI BAA BAA ROCKS.
<3

ego freak.

someone said michelle is tantalizing.
AHHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
another big joke.

i cant believe im sec4 next year
i was looking at the booklist
SECONDARY 4 (EXP) BOOKLIST FOR YEAR 2007
i was like: omg. im gonna be sec4.
using the 1st level
my last year in crescent
and im growing.
no longer depending on people
16 years old. i've to do most stuff by myself
and be more mature

last year around
very much wanted to leave this school
too many bad memories
but at least i dont regret joining dance which brought me so much joy
and being the only reason i come to school besides meeting my friends
meeting my really close friends
and meeting really good teachers
at least i can remember crescent for all these

but i see the true colours of people
thanx a lot.

why do i sound like im leaving?
haha.
maybe i really cant wait to get out of this school
(:

yesh. my mum may be right sometimes
just like how she told me not to go crescent
i chose this path and fought hard to get in
i can only accept all these
i chose it.

shouldnt complain too much
or else people will start callin me an ObaASan/ auntie

i have a lot of nicknames
right from P6 till now.
totally rubbish

da yan jing yu (big eye goldfish)
si fei zhu (dead fat pig)
hei ren (black man)
lil lil (by some really dumb tchr who dunno how 2 pronounce my name)
tulip, daisy, blossom (go and die man)
shi san dian (crazy freak)
chao da (burnt)
OBaASan (grandma)
lily the loser (coz it all starts with l)
NAIMA (the stoopid peiyi who calls me dat)
ah-li (by dumb classmates)
ah-li baa baa (my nick & language)

out of all these
i oni like ahli baa baa
coz i tot of e baa baa
my language.
and perhaps naima.
sort of used to it
felt damn weird when peiyi called me lily

why am i talking about all these
so lame and random
nvm. make my entry look longer.

oh damn it.
both of my sisters are sleeping.
so who's gonna do the kitchen housework?
ME.
who's gonna lock the door?
ME.
who's gonna wash all the cups?
ME.
who's gonna sweep and mop the floor?
LEAVE IT TO TOMORROW.

damn them man.
i hope they dont dream abt their prince charming
let me dream
coz im a kind soul

this is gettin damn lame and totally off
nvm

im really bored
feel like killing my 2 sis
argh.

i still cant believe im sec4 next year
my relatives are watching my results.
and see whether i can get higher than 15 pts
which is the best so far in my family
and whether i can get into a good jc
ok fine.
wads so nice abt the special stream seriously.

2006-10-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

I MISS ALYSSA.

especially when i think of tomorrow's dance prac
like alyssa wont be around
and not just for one dance prac
but all.
and forever.

i shouldn't cry
coz she wouldnt want us to cry too

ALYSSA!
god bless you!
dance loves you!
dance misses you!
lily loves you too!
all the best to you!

we will ping for syf
and you can be proud of us((:

take care of yourself.
and we'll flood your emails!
((:

i miss you alyssa!
<333

2006-10-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

peer-leading is quite fun
coz we slack like anything today
doing ppt was a chore
so it's so theory
like argh.
but the games and decorating the stuff are fun
and watching goong together
((:

my peer-leading slot clashes with dance tmr
ah damn
dun wanna miss dance
but if i change my slot, it'll ma fan the rest of the peer leaders
since it's only 1hr, it's ok
maybe i can stay longer for dance!
and listen to dance music
((:
DANCE DANCE DANCE!
<333

got back report book today
well improved by 4 positions
but it's quite lousy in class

3c1 got class-of-the-year award
sopy was damn shocked
haha
you shd have seen the expression on her face
and she told me: you can get it next year
and i was like...my class?
who really bothers about class spirit except for me & the councillors
and i'll make sure someone else be the chair next year

i bless the new class chair with all my heart
((:

shall concentrate my mind on syf and discipline
which i cant afford to slack anymore
i dun want to leave regretting

next monday is o'levels.
am i even ready?
i really wonder
without that A, all my effort this year will go down the drain

haish

why do some people say one thing and do another
and prevent other people from doing so?
saying so much trying to convince people
but you do the opposite never mind.

i just felt so betrayed for that moment.

2006-10-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

okk.
i know why my mum was quite pissed off with me today for watching goong on tablet.

her good friend committed suicide
coz her husband had an outside marital affair
and my mum's friend jumped down a building

sounds like a drama
kinda of sad, though i don't know her
my mum was on close terms with her
that's why she was in a very bad mood today
but i didnt know why
it's kinda sudden
like just overnight.

may she rest in peace.
hope her husband realise that he was wrong
don't know. shouldnt comment too much

anw there's school tmr
sian.
boring
irritating
got peer leading stuff to do
hope it ends early
then i can run str home tmr
((:

i hope my class position improve
but highly unlikely
coz even if i improve dis semester
ppl are still gettin 80+
whoa

i wonder what will be mrs ow's comments
or maybe lithium will give sarcastic remarks

2006-10-24T15:43:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to blog about something
but i forgot what it was

talking to qiaoyi the funny woman now
who got so angry over goong crown prince after watching yesterday's episode
haha

i still love yul!
<3
that's what a lot of people say too
((:

watched KO one just now
which is highly recommended by shan e huahua
then cant load fully
decided not to watch anymore
shall get from liu baobao

ping1 and listen for your own sake
if you dont want to do it
there's nothing i can do
but think of how it's going to be like for you in the future
it's all for your own sake
i hope you realise it.

if you aren't scared or willing to try
seriously, i cant help you at all
all of us cant help you at all
it's not whether you are good or not
it's a matter whether your heart is there
some were not as good initially
but look at them now, they are a lot better than you
'cause they love dance and put in all their effort

i hope you will realise it
put your heart and soul into dance

syf is really not easy,
i hope you realise that.

2006-10-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

wad shd i post.
cynthia says my blog is full of complaints.
yea. im an auntie.
i like to complain

but im not old
im young at heart.
((:

i think dat the BAA language is cute.
((:
invented by AHLI BAABAA
me!

AHLI is a new and really lame name
invented by shan e huahua, jingyi e ahyi & bell e ahla
who hav nothin better 2 do
BAA is my language
so if u put them together,
you get AHLI BAABAA

wah i can be a teacher
i give clear explanations
((:

anw
we celebrated LAOSHI'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!!!
wanted 2 call him in
but he suddenly went missin
baa.
but choco fudge cake was nice
i ate 3 pieces
((:
nearly died on e 3rd piece
coz it was huge
n joycelyn e poohbear gave me e last piece

alyssa' leaving.
)):
made her say a speech
and she said: all the best for syf
well we will get gold with honours and she'll be proud of us.
((:
we miss you alyssa!
<3

we cant see her off
)):
my dance mates are leavin one by one
i feel like crying again
esp when alyssa cry

it's all a part and parcel of life

yea. i may look like i want to fight it all out.
but deep down inside me
im really scared
really really really worried
with all the performances going on and on
i really dont know how we are going to survive
we really have no time
but when will they realise that they have to fight it all out
and not just take dance as a normal cca
dance is not just any cca for ppl who join oni to get cca pts
it is our life
but i can tell that some of you dont really think this way

im really glad the sec2s are so united
and are helping out with a lot of stuff
but i really worry for sec1s
so do all the sec3s

im scared, im really scared
i dont know how to help you all
i really did my best
i really really dont want laoshi to stomp out like last year
i really dont want

everytime i think of that
i really feel like crying

but how are we going to help them

from just a happy ordinary dancer

2006-10-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh
mlg is down
so irritating
it's always down

haven't finish the damn peer leading stuff
argh
so irritating
everything's irritating me

maybe im just irritating myself

watched too much dvd shows
on forensic sciences and cops
from hongkong
e scenes give me goosebumps
didnt want to continue watchin
but i'l feel so tempted
need to watch so goong to neutralise a bit

GOONG GOONG GOONG GOONG!
MY LOVE!
YUL YUL YUL YUL YUL YUL YUL!
AHHHH

i think love and romance drama still suits me better
coz im timid
horror movies are a NO-NO

i nid 2 trim down very badly
oh damn
gonna eat cake tmr
LAOSHI'S BIRTHDAY!
i shall do more crunches n push-ups @ home
but it's not really helping for me
running suits me better
but i dun wan to sweat in the sun
and esp running for mass run
so disgusting and irritating
i sound like liwen e guniang

dun wan 2 do peer-leading stuff
argh.

2006-10-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

i need to slim down very badly
im getting very very very fat
damn
how to slim down waist\thighs\butt
ah
shall go ask e expert peiyi
i shd increase my no. of crunches by 10 every week
((:

talkin 2 cynthia now
who dunno wad 2 take
at least they have ppl to ask
last yr i oni ask michelle, alyssa n yihui how elective lit was like
n they were like: very boring

it's indeed very boring

pure lit ppl took macbeth-shakespeare a few yrs back
just like my neighbour
if it's still macbeth, i would hav taken pure lit
but now it's enemy and joy luck club
which ppl arent enjoyin very much
which i dun tink i'll like too
enemy alone is alr my enemy
so irritatin

but nex yr ppl havin new bks
i wonder wad it'll be
dun let it be macbeth
or else i'll be jealous

come to think of it, geog isn't dat easy afterall
can score, but u really have to study a lot
maybe for physical geog
but human geog is common sense
but still, insane ppl like me wun noe how 2 tink

ahhhhhhh
mrs low, ms limsf, mr poon, mspham not teachin us nex yr
argh
so pissed off
i wan these 3 tchrs
ahhhhhhh
mr poon is actually quite gd
considerin dat he's not fully trained, he can actually teach so well
n let so many of us improve ss

i wan mrslow to teach physics
e way she teaches is brief but to e point
i wan mslim.
she's so funny n enthu
n not borin like e old old tchrs
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hope _____ dun teach me lit next yr
hate lit like anythin
or rather, hate enemy like anything

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
got so much chinese to do
n i still owe amaths
n there's peer leading stuff to do
cant wait for it to be over
total waste of time n energy
so lame
argh

shall stop complainin

gonna make my ex-link card tmr
after 49821498 years.
yeah.

2006-10-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

hang on zifang.
i know it's tough.
but we really need you.

michelle and i know and understand
i hanged on because michelle told me to
so i hope you would too.
((:

ah michelle
dont worry
they are just finding new stuff to do
it'll die soon

i should my part too
ok. i will stop fooling around

hang on there people.
i know it's easier said than done.
but we'll get through this

my dear lizard and pig
we'll survive.
((:

i hope you all understand
i know you all dont
i know
we can tell
we're not fools
but you will be the only ones suffering in the end
we'll leave
when the times comes right
and perhaps earlier
by then, it will all be gone
for good.
i hope it does

we won't come back.

i hope you know why.

don't blame us.

2006-10-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

MY SIS IS ONE RIDICULOUS ASSHOLE.

SHE took MY tablet to HER school without my permission.
hello.
it's a TABLET.
NOT A HP.

wah she really got e nerve man.
wad a _____________.

i will never let her use my tablet anymore
even if she begs me

yuck.
disgusting fellow

it's not as if she has e money to pay me back if it gets stolen
her school doesnt use e tablet
people would wan 2 steal if they see 1
trying to show off?
it's not like her school doesnt have any com
hello.
tablet pc doesnt make yr project or wadeva shit thing better

she's completely insane.
INSANE.

arrggghhh.

lhg pissed me off today again.
shall not say wad

think twice about taking higher chinese

esp wif lhg
u have to deal wif her n yr results
double e pain
double e torture
double e stress

aarrggghhhh

will they just stop finding mock papers for us to do.
it's never-ending

and im freaking broke this week.
shall starve tmr if there's no chao fan
baa

2006-10-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

geog was a complete disappointment
all my efforts went down e drain
totally.

el i shall not say.

hcl, physics, chem n bio were much much much better than wad i expected
esp hcl & bio.
10 marks more than wad i expected
ah well combined humanz is ok
but not gd. but doesnt matter
both maths were better than wad i expected

im so so so so so so disappointed wif geog
really.
i studied so hard 4 it
bloody hell
but my class didnt do very well either, as compared 2 ct
maybe i can console myself wif dat.
RUBBISH.

so bloody upset
feel like dying
geog.
)):

my L1R5 is lousy like shit
i can oni go pioneer, innova n serangoon jc
how nice.
might as well go 2 a poly n cum out n work
yeah.

but i'll oni disappoint ppl
like no 1 in e phoa family can get into a good jc
n do well for A'level
haish

felt so sick
why was geog was bad
so disappointing

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my mum didnt say anything

she's disappointed, i know.

im really sorry.
really really really sorry.

2006-10-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

i feel so empty and lost
dunno y
i noe it's not becoz of results
but wad is it.
im weird

suddenly feel so down

el results were bad. very very very very bad.
but i noe.
i hav no right to cry or be upset abt it
i didnt read a lot
i didnt listen to osl lessons
i didnt even finish a storybook at all this yr
xcept reading dat reader digest over n over again durin silent readin
which was juz to cheat e tchrs
i noe.
i didnt try hard.
or rather, i didnt even make an effort to try
so i hav no right to be sad

emaths was better than wad i expected
though it was not as good as others
but still. im quite happy alr.
((:
im really happy for amaths and ss
esp ss
though it's oni a B4
but im really happy
from F9 to B4.
((:
im satisfied
((:
i really studied very hard for amaths

im happy for suliwen too!
Top 10 in e whole level for amaths
im so proud of liwen
yay! e bakas can get in2 top 10 for maths
((:
shall her a banana to eat
((:

this is e kinda satisfaction dat i want for exams
even if there's no As.
happy for my improvements
happy for my baka friends gettin into e top few
im really happy!

ok. maybe dat empty feelin was juz random

i so tink dat e stoopid el argumentative course is utter rubbish n crap
i hate it
complete rubbish
i shall disappear nex time
hate it like anything

((:
im still happy for myself and liwen!
my dear partner got 2nd highest in class for amaths
1st in class for english
((:
yesh liwen!
u r e next wendy ong.
haha.
((:

ah well. every1 in our class is gettin promoted to sec4
nobody retained
so darli can stop frettin over being e 1st person in a c-class to get retained

rest of e papers tmr
haish
i shouldnt place too much hope
i did my best alr
maybe not for physics coz i was playin arnd durin e wkend
but still
my only wish is to pass hcl
so that
- i wun get kicked out of hcl class
- lhg wun kill me
- lhg wun lecture me wif e chim chim chinese words
- lhg wun find me an eyesore

im scared of her.
yea. dats y i do my hw

pls let me pass hcl tmr
pls
juz C6 will do
im happy enuff
pls pls pls pls pls

2006-10-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

ok.
i shall be nice n recommend sec 2's dance blog.

http://www.dancetilltheend.blogspot.com

nice blog. ((:
but with a bunch of lamers.
esp dat person wearin all black for bbq.
cynthia tan.
appear in every photo.
baa haha.

today was a boring day
with boring lectures
bored bored bored

they are mad
totally mad
nothing better to do
stop coming up with stuff to drive us up the wall
no one cares abt our welfare
disgusting _________.
i shall not say.
i dun wan 2 invite trouble.
so i guess i was wrong about this ______ ya.
to think that i loved it so much in sec 1 & 2
i was too naive i guess.

BAA.

my mum uncle aunt going for musical evening
i swear never to let them see me dance
ah damn damn damn
so embarrassing
i tot i could stand @ e back rows since im a sec3 alr
baa. stuck in e 1st row again
for 3 years already
always wif zifang n joyce
almost every dance
ah. y am i not taller
baa.

my battery is mad.
MAD MAD MAD
4 bars can run out in less than 1/2 hrs time
n it oni takes abt 10mins to charge 3 bars.
MAD MAD MAD

geog was quite nice today.
as in i could understand wad mrs yeoh was teaching
n she summarizes e impt stuff
i hope i get her nex year
dun think ms pham will teach us
she always teaches sec3s
i hope i dun get __________
e horror of my sec2 life
who maligned me
who accused me
but nvm. @ least she made me realise dat ____ aren't dat nice.

BAA.
gettin back papers tmr
emaths 1st
shit.
n e whole level did very badly
oh damn damn damn
dun let me die

2006-10-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

im bored.

maybe i should watch goong again.
((:

janeteo can watch it 5 times.

goong craze. ((:

i still have 4 chinese mock papers not down yet.
n amaths ex.12.2
n 1 bloody chinese ws
oh damn

wad kinda of after exams life is this.
hate chinese to e core.
1st 2 periods of chinese tmr
i hope lhg rolls down e stairs n die
den i dun hav 2 do

almost 6pm now
damn
shd i do

oh damn damn damn

2006-10-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

YAY!
I FINISHED WATCHING GOONG!

but i dun feel as happy.
coz it wasn't the ending i want.
baa.

YUL went away with his wicked mum.
)):

my dear yul.
he lost in the end.
baa.

n shin's sis became e 'king'
cool man.

yul still rocks.
((:

2006-10-14T12:07:00.000+08:00

GOONG ROCKS!
<3

watched from 9pm to 4.30am
shiok man.

after this weekend i have to start studying again
rushing thru syllabus
n preparing 4 chinese o'levels in oct
sian.

so i shall watched goong like there's no tomorrow
enjoy like there's no tomorrow
dance like there's no tomorrow
live like there's no tomorrow

i want my freedom

2006-10-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

it's GOONG TIME AGAIN!!!!

WOOOOOOOOH!

<3

BAAAA.

went out wif sec3s for alyssa's farewell

ALYSSA WE LOVE YOU!!!!
((:

2006-10-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh
yul shd have been e crown prince.
baaaaa.

YUL!
<3

he's more compatible wif e princess
ahhhh
shin is juz a toot model
he cant sing

YUL! YUL! YUL! YUL! YUL! YUL! YUL! YUL!
AHHHH

2006-10-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

YUL IS CUTE!

KIM JUNG HOON!

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

jane u've got bad taste.
shin isn't nice.
he looks more like a guard than a prince
yul looks more like a prince
dats wad everyone say so.

YUL YUL YUL YUL!!!
<3

im not hua hua peiyi.
u tootie

GOONG! <3

2006-10-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

IM FREE!

YESH!!

IM BACK ON MY VIDEOS AND YOUTUBE.

AHHHHHH!!!

THIS IS THE KIND OF LIFE I WANT TO LEAD.

I SIMPLY LOVE IT!

WOOH!!!

DANCE AND MUSIC!
<3

2006-10-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

i need to mug
mug mug mug

i wasted 2 hrs on nothing
bloody hell

2006-10-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

8 down, 2 more to go

27 days ago, i was still whining about my 30 days jail term
and now. there's only 3 more days to go.
saturday, sunday, monday

im not going to do well this time
i know
as in. how can i possibly improve so much after mid-years
i did so badly for mid-yrs.
i noe my own limits. my own ability

i guess im not good at anything

be it ____ or _____ or _____.
they never work well for me

maybe i have too much expectation of myself
i noe i cant do it. why shd i get so upset over a little failure
perhaps it's juz a part and parcel of life
who is always successful
who can make everyone happy
u cant, i cant
then why am i so upset

im really disappointed with all the subjects
except maybe for combined humanz
1st time in history, im happy for ss + lit
i noe i may not do as well as e other subjects
but im juz happy
good grades like As can you happy
but i feel better with improvements
which means dat my hard work paid off

i dun wan to disappoint my family
i dun my family line to have only people who dun do well in school
my lousy psle score is like the highest among all my relatives
i wan to do well for O's and A's if i can get into a jc
i dun wan to disappoint my mum, aunt and uncle
they really really care a lot abt me
i really wan to do well

pls god. i really want to do well for my exams.

2006-10-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

i hate myself
for being stupid
for being slow
for always not doing anything right
i hate myself
i hate myself

why am i so stoopid
y is dat i can never answer to the point
why
why
why

i hate myself

im sorry.
i dunno why im behaving this way

i should have more faith in myself

i should not take things too hard

i shouldn't think too much

i feel like breaking down

i hate this feeling.

i studied so hard
wad if i dun do well
all my efforts will go down the drain
all wasted
all gone
all disappeared

ruined at my own hands

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i really really want to finish on time tmr
for ss and emaths
for everything
chinese had been a complete failure

i cant take it anymore
i cant face any more setback

im so tired.

2006-10-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

i dun wan to fail cheena tmr
or else i'll get into big trouble wif lhg
n she'll start drowin me with all e chinese words
damn damn damn

i hope some nice zuo wen title comes up tmr
den i can write
and pls let gong han come out
n let me pass my zong he tian kong
n understand wad e compre is talking abt
n pls let me pass my summary
ahhhhhh
4 compre tmr
damn damn damn

pls pls pls pls let me pass chinese tmr.